Blue
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Last published Fri, Dec 29, 2023
The story of Leo and Casper. Trauma has affected them both differently, with Casper always afraid and Leo always scaring him by accident. Can they manage Leo's drug addiction, Casper's self harm, and a relationship?
Lotta angst in this one, folks.
I recommend reading my book Lavender first for context.
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