I'm Not Okay
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It's sad to be sad. It sucks to suck. It's painful when midnight cries cannot be helped.
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Hello, I'm Wendy. I'm one of those sad fans of 5sos and 1D. On my free time I write sad poems. I have a warning before you enter my land of sadness. I'm not sure but some of these poems may be triggering to those who are, well, sad. You enter on you're own free will.
I just wanted to tell you that, if you're sad, don't worry. Help is here soon. It may not seem like it but it will. I'm waiting, I'm waiting for that help. If I can wait, you can too.
Okay, carry on reading.
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2017
Is now placed on hold. I no longer feel the way I felt before. I've grown, matured and got happy. I'll leave this here for those who likes these kind of poems, but unless I experience the worst of the worst, then it's unlikely that I'll be continuing this poetry. Maybe I'll occasionally post, but I won't do it as often anymore. I hope you understand.
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2020
Update: I'm now officially in a better spot. Will no longer be updating on this story.
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