Disposition Destructified
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"A junkie is someone who uses their body to tell society that something is wrong." ~Stella Adler
My name is Flynn Oakley, and I am a addict. I've probably done every form of drug there is, I'm not really sure anymore. Something about me? Nah, I don't have anything to share. Hell, I don't even know where I am right now. No, this is not my speech at a rehab facility, this is a journal entry. Received it from some guy on the street the other day, figured I'd make the most out of it and record my final thoughts before I die.
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