Only Death Awaits

I've been stuck inside the novel "Where Flowers Bloomed" for more than a decade. I failed to fulfill my role as the villainess, Cliodhna Isabeau Hamilton, and lived as her 'til my eighth life. Ngayong ika-siyam na buhay ko, napagdesisyunan kong hindi na ako mamumuhay bilang Cliodhna, kundi bilang ako.

But as I drive myself away from the original flow of the story and resigned as being its villainess, I found out how it will affect me; how it will affect my life.

"Is death the only chosen path for a villainess?"