Selfish Appetite is a raw exploration of love, loss, and the complexities of human connection. At its heart, it's a story about grief, abuse, addiction, and the healing power of friendship. It's about the chosen family your friends can become, if you let them. It's a tribute to the irreplaceable love and wisdom of grandparents, and ultimately, a book about how love shapes us-mind, body, and soul.
It delves into the realities of substance abuse, domestic violence, and the tangled web of love triangles. I wanted to create a book so realistic it frustrates readers, where there's no escape from the truths of life. The kind of story that keeps readers on edge, breathless with worry and anticipation for the characters they've grown to love.
Love can be a wicked, transformative force-a truth Sloan and Luke come to know all too well in Selfish Appetite. Love can make us act in strange, unexplainable ways. It defies convention, refuses to be defined, and no bond is ever the same as another.
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"Sometimes I wish you never kissed me."
"Why?"
"Because now I can't forget what your lips taste like."
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When I face him again, Ashton is smiling. He leans back slowly in his seat, resting his folded hands on his stomach. "This is gonna be fun."
I narrow my eyes at him. "What's gonna be fun?"
"Winning you over."
I have to bite back the vomit that fights to exit through my mouth. "Excuse me?"
"It's a challenge now."
"Nobody challenged you to anything."
"I have challenged myself."
"Well, that sounds like a personal problem." I grit my teeth. "I am not your challenge."
Ashton just smiles at me. "We'll see about that."
Disclaimer:
-This story is a work of fiction. Some people are real, but situations are entirely mine and made up.
-I took a little bit of liberty as far as how situations that might have happened unfold. I did tons of research, but the plot calls for some changes. Hope you don't mind!
-Mature for frequent swearing and sexual themes
-**Trigger warning** there is a later chapter that deals with mature themes (sexual assault). If you feel the need, please skip the chapter, which will have an additional warning at the top of it.
Cover art credit: picture found on Google, but the "Youngblood" logo is property of 5 Seconds of Summer