I love you so

Warning ⚠ this story contains a lot of angst, mental health topics, self harm, and other topics thay may be triggering. You've been warned.

Sapnap was happy. He was on the football team, he held good grades, he was popular, he had great friends. He has a great life! ....right?

Karl was his best friend. They met freshman year and hit it off. They never met outside of school, so Karl didn't know how he was after school. With how sapnap acted on school, he seemed to have a great life! Is what everyone thought...