I've fallen for an orphan ( or have I?)

hi, I'm beca. I have lived at an orphanage for over 20 years. when I feel like I I have hit rock bottom, I get adopted. I am 22 years old but at this orphanage I cannot move out until I am 25. I am adopted by 2 different couples who are some of my idols. when a friend of theirs stops my back and forth between family, I am taken in by them. they are my favourite person in the whole world. we become really close and when I am going to tell them something that could change my life and theirs, the decide to knock over my world and crush me. can anyone make it better?