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whom do I choose  , him or me ? 
Love or pride ?
Death or life ?
Should  I let my soul shatter in the pretense of his love for me  , or  should I choose  to let him go? 
If letting  him go was that easy , I would  had forsaken  him a long time ...


One thing  I've  learned is that love is for fools ,who are wise  enough to sing  along.Seluruh Hak Cipta Dilindungi Undang-Undang

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