help me. (colby x depressed reader)

colby x depressed y/n. y/n has struggled for years with self harm and depression. she's friends with everyone in the trap house and makes videos with them. but she's only 18 (while colby is 19) and still living with her mom who doesn't treat her well. what will happen with colby when he finds this and many more things out about y/n?

she is in love with colby but believes no one, as specially him, could ever love her. will she ever be able to confess? will she get rejected?

tw- smut, sh, abuse, maybe more? please do not read if these things are triggering to you