*CAUTION* This story talks about suicidal thoughts, Covid-19, racism, Black Lives Matter protest and protesters, and bullying. (This might not bother you, but it might bother somebody else.) A true story about my real experience with Covid-19 in 2020 through 2023. I know everyone's experience is different and if you feel triggered by ANYTHING that I may say though out this please stop reading the book. Don't leave hate comments or you will be blocked and reported. This is not meant to make you pity me. It's just telling you how I felt and how I recovered. Thank you for reading! Hope you enjoy.