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I'm not Crazy (Larry)

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Louis Tomlinson: 24 been in a mental asylum from when  he was 18 when his parents  found him on the floor off the bathroom  with his wrist slit.  His family called him crazy said  he only wanted attention.  They did not know he had depression from being bullied  all the time in high school  how they keep at it after,going to his job and telling him he was a ugly fag. he was a loner had no one but his sisters tell they turned there back on him and did not even try to stop his parents from taking him away and putting him and this new hell hole of a place called south alexander hospital for the  mentally insane. 

Harry  styles: 20 put into south alexander hospital for killing his mom step dad and sister. saying that he was framed and it was a colored man who tied him up and put him into the basement the judge said he was not right in the head and should get help.  he has no one and cant get the image of all the dead bodies out of his brain it keeps replaying. the blood the tears the worst part is how he could only tell one person the story because he had to being selective mute only being only to talk to people he trust.  
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HELLO LARRY!!!!!! 
ok so this has depression self harm and may trigger some so don't read if it might because I love you and want you all to be happy. if you ever need someone to talk to just message me I might can help. this is boy on boy!!!!
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