The Japanese myth of red string of fate. I always believed in it even though something in me knew that it was not true but my heart somehow believed in it. All my life I have waited for my string to be pulled by the other end and when it finally happened, I am not sure if I should be happy or not. If I should hug it like a lost love or hug it a last goodbye. ____________________________________________ After coming back from Alaska, I had no idea what do with life. I have been lonely for most of my life, so now I just wanted to fix that part of my life. But I don't know if I am meant to be with someone. Even when I found myself falling for someone, I found myself pushing them away or was it them pushing me away...? Just.... Red string of fate...