Diary of a rotting strawberry girl

People say i am a good writer, so I am writing. This is a sort of autobiography but at the same time a book so maybe somebody can understand or relate to my hopeless person. The thought process of this book is literally zero, it's just thoughts and descriptions of physical felt. Why strawberry? Because it's my favourite fruit with cherries.

[TW] I am talking about how I feel and right now when I am writing this I am not feeling well at all. I will be talking about sensitive subject like suicidal thoughts, addiction, eating disorder and self harm so if theses subjects are too sensitive for you right now please do not read this.

⤷₊˚ Also little note, I use all pronouns even tho I present myself here as a girl (being my biological gender at birth). So be confortable to comment or message me with whatever pronouns feel right for you <3 I am also glad to have corrections if I make any grammatical or just errors in the text. Forgive me if there is a lot but my first language is not English :)