I was a financially stable, confident and promising young man. I was a legitimate social media influencer who lived to make everyone laugh and smile. My life was turned upside down by a narcissist. I was left broken, both emotionally and financially. I was homeless and hopeless, after the narcissist suckered in everyone around me and everyone turned their backs on me when I needed someone the most. When I met my soon-to-be online FWB who was a well-experienced and educated assistant accounting manager in a large city mall, I was homeless and showering out of a sink at the city park, while somehow holding down two jobs to fund a comfortable life for my children, who were in care of the narcissist. This is a real letter to my 'friend with benefits,' after she changed the entire direction of my life.