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THE SAME WAY I USED TO BE

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April Montgomery isn't  the typical happy and energetic person. She try's to be the best for her family and friends, but it doesn't always work out for her. She starts her third year of high school in the fall and she worried about what her future holds already. She can't possibly have a good year not without her dad who promised her to be here through everything. She try's to look at all the possibilities of a happy ending but she can't seem to think of anything.

Holden is one of the best quarterbacks at bear Valley high school.  For the amount of trouble he gets in he is a really smart boy and has a lot of humor. Holden enjoys spending time with his friends and especially his family. He recently got out of a 2 years relationship with Megan foster and it was the school's gossip for five months. He then makes a bet to never date again with his friend group but wait what happens when his Bestfriend cousin is the new student from Denver and they meet for the first time would he be able to control is bet. 

"I'm so so sorry I should've been watching where I was going"

"No your fine I was just avoiding my coach" 

"Oh. Well I'm April-"

Rude I guess I was just talking to myselfAll Rights Reserved

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This Summer (DMBB Spin-off) by iamtheeamani

College so far has been one word: terrible. But you know what, this summer, it wasn't going to be as terrible. This summer, I was going to be alright. This summer, I was going to smile and laugh and have fun with my friends. This summer, nobody was going to think there was something wrong. This summer, everything was going to be okay. This summer... oh shit. ******* Shayley Folton has had some struggles in the past, but those struggles decided not to stay buried during her first year at college. She's avoided her best friends for what could have been forever just so they wouldn't suspect anything. But what happens when she's hit with a reunion for the entire summer. It was just one summer. Surely she could put up a front and then go back to her life. Right? *** The world doesn't hate you Shayley," he told me. I tilted my head. "Where would you get the idea that I thought it did?" He laughed at my sarcasm. "Well it doesn't. We all go through shit, some just more than others. We can't control it, but that's the way it is. We'd never have the problems we have if it didn't think we were capable of handling them. So the world doesn't hate you Shayley, it just rolls a pair of dice and lets you handle the outcome." ***** Spin-off of Tutoring Mr. Bad Boy & Dating Mr. Bad Boy *Warning: Story talks about addiction problems, suicide, and mental health struggles.*

These Broken Roads by missy14cya

Natalie has always dreamed about E Miller since that day Freshman year. She's never felt this way about anyone else. For three years she's admired him from afar, too scared to make a move. She thinks it's easier this way. She has enough to deal with. Her and her brother are on their own and raising their little sister as well, after their mom disappeared. She just wants to make it through senior year without anything going wrong. Elliot, or E as his friend call him, has it all. Dating the hottest girl at Jefferson, captain of the baseball team, cool car, and rich dad. What more could a guy want? Even with all this stuff, though he doesn't exactly feel happy. His girlfriend cheats on him every chance she gets, and even though his dad pays for everything, he's never home and always working. E finds himself missing more and more the times when his mom was still alive, when he was happy. What happens when these two cross paths? With the two broken roads they travel with, will the roads ever lead them to one another? *mature themes; viewer discretion is advised*

All She Wanted Was Love 3 : Love Doesn't Live Here Anymore by cantbeduped

No relationship...no ring...and no wedding! Dave and April have called it quits and what would be a world wind romance with a beautiful and loving blossoming relationship has withered as if it was never intended to be anything more than a fling. It looked promising. It was something new and fresh that they both needed and although April had given her all to Dave, Dave hadn't given his all to April. April has gotten rid of her baggage and finally made peace with it because what is meant to be will be. All that needs to be done is for Dave to do the same but will he. He's so invested in his first love and the promises that he made her that he can't seem to see what he truly has well had standing right in front of him. He still wonders about the what ifs. He wonders will Millie ever change. He wonders if she really wants a relationship with their child. But above all he wonders why. Why did she choose him to fuck and screw over? Hadn't he meant anything to her at all? Hadn't her love for him been genuine at least in the beginning? Watch as April tries to navigate being newly single, juggle between work, and still being on momma duty because let's face it momma duty never stops. This time around she refuses to wallow in pain and cry over another man who refuses to fight for her let alone what they have. This time around she's going to be selfish, live her life, and live for herself. Whatever happens...happens and what is meant to be will be. Watch as Dave tries to find himself as well as his self worth. It won't be easy but in order to make it back to his woman, his family, and his happy ending he'll have to do something he really doesn't want to do which is let Millie go. Dave wants his happy ending and he deserves it. He wants it all but fighting for it seems impossible. This time around he's the only player in the game and the ball is in his court. Now it's up to him to fight and make things right but will he... A Dave East fanfiction...

Slow Me Down by LGGBux

[18+] Two teens, two tragedies. A young girl and her mother start a new life in a new city, searching for refuge from their past. A young boy is just trying to get through high school without leaving too much of himself. They meet and friendship blossoms immediately. What happens next?

Kitten (Brian&Leah,1) by Alwyn_Knighton

He's the guy moms warn their daughters about. Bold, outspoken, and self-confident, Brian O'Brien returns to his hometown only to discover some things changed in his absence. Brian has a new neighbor - a shy, smart girl Leah, who hates his guts since the moment she sees him from her bedroom window. Maybe the nickname he gives her is to blame. Brian calls Leah Kitten and does everything in his power to make her show the claws she seems to be missing. Brian's not one to give up easily. Intrigued by the girl who's unlike anyone he's ever met, he tries to discover who she really is. What does she like? What's she like? How many layers are there to the good girl with a perfect boyfriend and a strict mother? Small towns make it hard to avoid a person. Soon, Brian and Leah start to spend more time together, and a series of events set something much bigger in motion - something that will forever change them both. Brian loves the wind in his hair and the rumble of his bike's engine. Leah's sheltered in her little world. What will happen if he shows her there's more to life than what she's seen? What if she realizes how much she's been missing? Content warning: this story contains mentions of depression and suicide that can be upsetting to some readers. Reader discretion is advised.

It Doesn't Even Matter by butterbreadfly

Max is struggling, plain and simple. After dropping out of school two years ago to help his mom with the bills and losing his best friend, he's just kind of shut things out. His life has been in pure survival mode. Work, pay bills, survive. But things only getting more complicated when he's ripped away from everything he's ever known. His mom, never the most put together woman has an affair with her married boss and gets pregnant. Now she's decided to move them both to Beverly Hills and into his place! With new step siblings that hate him before they've even met and a man that thinks he can just jump in and be his father, Max has had just about enough of everything. On top of all that he's starting up school again, and with these new fancy rich kids, Max feels even more suffocated and out of place then he did before. Will Max figure out his place or fall farther and farther into the background suffocating?

Stress Relief by Toasty_Tea913

High school, a teenager's hell, but it can also be a place where you start on a path you didn't even know you were on. After the incident he was in his freshman year causing him not only to be homeschooled, but gain some serious insecurities, Elijah Mulligan has decided to be brave and come back in person for his senior year. That is, after the new football coach of two years, his father, convinces him to meet some of the players he's been coaching. One in particular catches his eye, and despite swearing to himself he'd never fall for someone again, before he knows it the captain of the football team is coming over to study with him and sooner than he likes Elijah finds himself staring into his eyes more than just a friend should. Growing up, all he wanted was to be loved as much as he loved others. What with an emotionally and physically absent step mother and a distant father who doesn't realize his son isn't a straight-A making machine, Chase Lawrence has developed a bad habit of stressing way too much over school work and having a burning desperation for a distraction. That didn't tend to mix well with his current girlfriend of three months who he's never gone on a single date with because she always had an excuse. Then, all of a sudden the endless loop of exhaustion and disappointment breaks when Chase finds himself magnetically drawn towards his Coach's son, and looking at him a lot more than someone already in a relationship should. So, what happens when a boy still recovering from the trauma he gained his freshman year and a quarterback wanting a relationship where he can finally be himself, start to like each other? Well, hopefully, maybe, they can give each other some stress relief. *** Copyright status: [All rights reserved]

Hold Tight by aribaes

18 year old Amy Turner struggles with mental illness. Depression, anxiety, panic disorder, and struggles with suicide tendencies. Amy lives with her mother, who constantly travels for her business, and believes that all Amy's situations are fake and drawn to bring attention to herself. She also deals with a lot of bullying at school by a group of people; Amber Thomas, Jenny Looser, John Rogers, and several other girls and guys. Her best friend Bethany Peters watches her and stands by her through her tough times until Amy's dream boy, Brandon Walters, comes in and causes conflict to her mental illness. Brandon and Beth struggle to watch her attempt suicide, feel broken and begin to start rumors about each other causing to mess with Amy's mind. Will Amy and Beth continue on with their friendship? Will Brandon and Amy officially come out from hiding their relationship? Will Amber continue her rumors and start more drama to break Brandon, Beth and Amy apart? --- My name is Ariel Baes. I'm 18 years old with a passion for writing. Parts of this story are personal and related to my personal life, but in Amy's point of view, and more violent and serious. I myself struggle with mental illness, suicide tendencies, and struggled with self harm. I am proud of this writing I have been working on and am proud to share it. It may not be the best story ever written, spelling errors may be an issue. But this story tells a lot. And I hope you guys will enjoy it as much as I did writing it.

HOTHEAD by YA_fanatic24

Growing up in a toxic environment, sixteen-year-old Jay Foster has always had psychological problems, coupled with a quick temper. But one night something happens which finally pushes him over the edge, and as a result, he leaves his house the next morning with two things: his mother's gun and a plan. Living with a neglectful and drug addicted mother wasn't easy for Jay, and it definitely didn't help that his father abandoned the family while he was still a child. He harbored a hatred toward his parents, and that hatred extended to almost everyone and everything around him, producing a very troubled and damaged young kid. As Jay enters high school, he becomes very intrigued with one of his classmates. Kind of obsessed, actually. Her name: Mikayla Keeler. Mikayla is very unique, and like Jay, she doesn't seem to fit in with her contemporaries. Instead, the two of them keep each other company, and their friendship very quickly escalates into a romantic and intimate relationship. Despite having Mikayla, Jay's troubles continue to burden him. He and Mikayla are fighting habitually, his home life is still unbearable, and his time at school is hardly any better, made worse by a bully named Calvin. Their mutual dislike of one another leads to a lot of hostility, routinely leading to Jay being sent to his school's principal. One confrontation in particular goes much too far, resulting in Jay's expulsion from school. With everything seemingly piling up, Jay is very close to his breaking point, and late one night he is blindsided by the unthinkable, pushing him much too far and effectively planting in his mind a cruel and horrific plan for revenge.

The innocence of lovers by Adventurekoko

Leenah and Josie have been best friends since forever they grew up together. They are inseparable, they both decided to pursue their careers which involved going to college. The best college for them to study at was in Sydney. Leenah is studying a medical degree and Josie is studying a bachelor degree of fashion design. They decided to study at the same college which they made the choice to move across state lines to Sydney easy, as they're originally from Brisbane. They first moved in with Josie's brother Todd, after finally getting settled in Sydney Leenah decided to move out on her own. They always hang out at 'Hooked' a club on the night strip where Todd is manager at. It's one of the hottest clubs out. Leenah and Todd have a history together but Josie doesn't know about it, as things get complicated with them Leenah decides it's best to move forward with someone that isn't unavailable. Todd has a girlfriend and she is pregnant with twins. Josie hates his girlfriend and isn't convinced that the babies are his. As Josie and Leenah both try to make it clear for him he doesn't want to listen to them and think they're sabotaging his relationship. Josie and Leenah both find themselves on a new hot dating app 'ply' where they both find themselves a new fling or could it be more? What happens when Josie finds out about Todd and Leenah's past? Could that make them closer or drive them apart? Reminder: This is for 18+ readers as there is mature language and mature content. Thanks for stopping by hope you enjoy my story :)

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This Summer (DMBB Spin-off)

College so far has been one word: terrible. But you know what, this summer, it wasn't going to be as terrible. This summer, I was going to be alright. This summer, I was going to smile and laugh and have fun with my friends. This summer, nobody was going to think there was something wrong. This summer, everything was going to be okay. This summer... oh shit. ***** Shayley Folton has had some struggles in the past, but those struggles decided not to stay buried during her first year at college. She's avoided her best friends for what could have been forever just so they wouldn't suspect anything. But what happens when she's hit with a reunion for the entire summer. It was just one summer. Surely she could put up a front and then go back to her life. Right? * The world doesn't hate you Shayley," he told me. I tilted my head. "Where would you get the idea that I thought it did?" He laughed at my sarcasm. "Well it doesn't. We all go through shit, some just more than others. We can't control it, but that's the way it is. We'd never have the problems we have if it didn't think we were capable of handling them. So the world doesn't hate you Shayley, it just rolls a pair of dice and lets you handle the outcome." ***** Spin-off of Tutoring Mr. Bad Boy & Dating Mr. Bad Boy Warning: Story talks about addiction problems, suicide, and mental health struggles.