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I hate to admit

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Reads 24,019
Votes 1,870
Parts 110
Time 9h 10m

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angst bangchan boyxboy chanjin hyunho hyunjin jilix jisung kpopfanfic love minho skz straykids

Now a big time Rapper, Bang Chan has everything he ever wanted but he lost something while he was consumed by the fame.  Or rather someone.
Will his memories come to light again or has his fame just taken over?
Hyunjin thought he could handle it all, but it was too much. He caught him being unfaithful and it broke him. Losing 3 years of your life to depression was not ideal, but finding your passion again in that time maybe was for the better.
Love is funny in every way and cruel.
Why is love so contradicting?All Rights Reserved

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addicted [hyunho] by flower-stay

COMPLETED -addictedㅣMinho × Hyunjin- Hyunjin hates himself for falling in love with his best friend, because he's too scared to tell him. Then he has to watch, how Minho finds a boyfriend and lives a seemingly perfect life with him. But not everything is as perfect as it looks and soon Minho feels like he can't talk about his problems with his boyfriend, Felix, anymore. Instead, he talks to Hyunjin and when one thing leads to another, he starts cheating on Felix with Hyunjin. Will Felix find out that Minho is cheating on him? Will Minho catch feelings for Hyunjin? How will Hyunjin handle the jealousy and guilt? -WARNINGS- -smut -cheating You might know this story from my oneshot series "addicted", but I made a full story out if now. I had to change the plot a bit and added side ships as well :) ⚠️Stray Kids just serves as characters for this, I do not ship them in real life!⚠️ have fun reading :)

《All I Could Do Was Whisper》 by HopeIsMyAngel

(SKZ Minho Littlespace FF) Minho wasn't one to openly talk about his problems, but that doesn't mean the members wouldn't ask. After all, they've known him long enough to know when something is wrong. So one day, after recognizing Minho was in a bad mood, the members decided to talk to him. Little did they know, this talk would be much different than the others, and lead to discovering a side of Minho they never expected to meet.

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Being insecuritive about everything is not a good idea but Minho couldn't help himself and getting heartbroken was never better too. The only method Minho had to use was getting drunk and passed out somewhere and just forget about everything. It sounded nice but certainly backfired at him.

Movie night || minsung by Jadeee0008

2 years after the debut minho knew something was different about how he felt for jisung... He was curious what those feelings were! Extremely short chapters Mature content (sometimes) Read the introduction please

Sacrifice (Hyunlix) by felixcangodeep

Hyunjin pov How will you feel when someone you loved dearly will give up on you so easily? That person is most important to you but your not the most important to them as you thought. let me tell you, It hurts like the hell itself. But still you can't blame that person, because that's how it's going end. We can't change this fate. 'All's well that ends well' they say? bullshit. Everything is going wrong here. Nothing is ending well! It wasn't supposed to be this way. One by one everything is falling apart... "I miss felix....I miss yeji.... I miss how me and lee know used to be.. now everything changed, nothing is the same. Nothing is happy anymore. It ended happily but now I'm losing everything.. It's like a triple kill i freaking lost my love, my best friend, my sister at one go" #hyunlix *warnings* abuse gay sex accident depression Child abuse Violence

Strangers || Stray Kids Hyunho (Hyunjin x Minho) by DasDraven

His escape turned out to be another way into pain. One that was even worse... • ‚Why are you running away from me?' Minho asked, he didn't respond... he didn't even react at all. ‚Ya!' ‚We don't know each other..we-' Hyunjin said, his voice cold. ‚Are Strangers? I know that...' The brunette didn't let him go, not that easy. ‚That's why I want to get to know you.' ‚You shouldn't..' He simply said, pulling his wrist out of his grip. • That Day... that one day had been enough to loose his mind. It was meant to drown his break up... fix his broken heart.. But it wasn't fixed... He had lost it... Caught up in something new.. Someone new • • • • Disclaimer: All things that are written inside this book are completely made up and are not to be associated with the real idol/s, that I chose as my characters. Please remember that this story is 100% fiction and has zero connection to reality. Disclaimer 2: This is a boyxboy story If you don't like that, then don't read it.. Thank you. • • Genre: modern, romance, angst, suggestive (I'm not writing smut alright?!), fluff Ship: Stray Kids Hyunho (Hyunjin x Minho) • Started: 12.10.2020 Progress: 03.01.2021 (maybe continued on a later date) Rewritten: 25.11.2021 • Cover and Story by @DasDraven.

Lost by vespertilium88

"[...] it's like I'm sabotaging myself, like I want to stop myself from being happy, like I'm no longer allowed to be happy. A way to atone for my guilt." Hyunjin after years of loneliness, fear and angst, decides to do something for himself for once. Thanks to his decision, he will meet a certain someone, someone who eventually will be able to make Hyunjin find everything he lost, to face his anxieties and take back his life. Minho is a control freak. He doesn't know empathy, he doesn't know affection, he doesn't know love. He only knows what doesn't make him appear weak. The top, the dominator par excellence. But are these feelings really weaknesses? The control he craves so much has so many shades, and Hyunjin is going to show him all. This is a Hyunho story in which two broken souls collide, each with their own scars, and after a rather stormy start, will be able to heal each other. #1 in BSDM (December 2nd, 2024) Started: 19th of February 2024 Ended: -

FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS | Lee Know by starrgaziingg

You finally meet the man your friends Felix and Hyunjin have been blabbing about for the past couple months, and he's a royal pain in the ass. *✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ: Lee Minho is a legacy at your university. He received an honorary award when he graduated, got a position as a dancer in a company a week after receiving his diploma...and was renowned as the schools famous ice-cold fuckboy. After coming back from a three month tour, you're introduced to him through your uni friends...and your life does a 180. It's hard enough to pass classes whilst also trying to navigate your failing relationship...but the added tension that comes with the dance prodigy you seem to be spending more and more time with? Some would say it's too much to handle. |Non idol AU|university AU|friends to lovers|

Present Still Perfect | Hyunsung ✓ by wonhunny17

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The Red Head | Hyunjin x Reader by Iluvmenn2

Y/N can never seem to escape from her abusive boyfriend. But one day after a concert, a specific group of eight find her almost passed out. What will happen when she starts developing feelings for a specific red head? Is it possible for him to like her back? Will she ever be free from her boyfriends's grasp? Or could the pressure from fans start to be too much. Is it possible for her to get her so desired happy ending, or will everything fall apart. Started on 07.03.2023 Ended on 07.31.2023 TOP RANKS #1 in jisung 08.16.2023 #1 in hyunjin 08.09.2023 #1 in yangjeongin 08.27.2023 #1 in fluffandangst 08.05.2023 #2 in hyunjinxreader 07.08.2023 #4 in chan 08.09.2023 #5 in han 08.20.2023

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addicted [hyunho] cover

《All I Could Do Was Whisper》 cover

❝𝐖𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐝❞ ℳ𝒾𝓃𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃 cover

Movie night || minsung cover

Sacrifice (Hyunlix) cover

Strangers || Stray Kids Hyunho (Hyunjin x Minho) cover

FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS | Lee Know cover

Present Still Perfect | Hyunsung ✓ cover

The Red Head | Hyunjin x Reader cover

addicted [hyunho]

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