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I hate to admit

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Reads 26,751
Votes 2,099
Parts 110
Time 9h 10m

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angst bangchan boyxboy chanjin hyunho hyunjin jilix jisung kpopfanfic love minho skz straykids

Now a big time Rapper, Bang Chan has everything he ever wanted but he lost something while he was consumed by the fame.  Or rather someone.
Will his memories come to light again or has his fame just taken over?
Hyunjin thought he could handle it all, but it was too much. He caught him being unfaithful and it broke him. Losing 3 years of your life to depression was not ideal, but finding your passion again in that time maybe was for the better.
Love is funny in every way and cruel.
Why is love so contradicting?All Rights Reserved

angst bangchan boyxboy chanjin hyunho hyunjin jilix jisung kpopfanfic love minho skz straykids

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Sombre by __Suiren__

All he wanted was to feel included. His members hadn't been like this in the beginning. They used to do everything together. So, what had changed? Why were they pushing him away? Why was he being isolated? What had he done to make them act this way? He didn't know when it had started, but his members were treating him like he didn't exist. Chan couldn't help but wonder why. Then, one incident changed everything, forcing him to make a difficult decision. Could he handle it all before it became too much? Would things be better if he just left? Would there be regrets?

What Love Is Supposed To Be/ Bangchan x reader by Minhoeimagines

While taking care of your sick brother, you never had time for 'love'. Getting vulnerable just to get hurt was overrated anyways, you thought. But what if someone could show you what love actually is or will you be right in the end? started: 14th. April. 2022 Ended: 31st. May. 2022 Words: 41.845 (Possible) Trigger warning: - cancer, throwing up, parentification, mentioning of a eating disorder, alcohol, drugs, self harm, drugging, sexuall assault

𝗙𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗼𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗻 -hyunlix by bunstories706

What happens if 1 big accident can make someone's life so much better. In where felix has amnesia and none of his friends, neither his boyfriend, comes to visit him... except one person. Felix has never had anything he stood out in. He was a shy kid for his whole life. Suddenly in college, he got friends and even a "boyfriend". Things seemed to go great. 'seemed'... Hyunjin and felix were friends. Not that close but they talked. Hyunjin has had a crush on the younger since they were in highschool and he saw him back in college. He slowly gave up when he found out he had a boyfriend. What if the young boy got in an accident and forgot everything. Will things turn around? Started: may/june 2023 Ended: ... Edited: dec 15th 2023 End edit: ....

addicted [hyunho] by flower-stay

COMPLETED -addictedㅣMinho × Hyunjin- Hyunjin hates himself for falling in love with his best friend, because he's too scared to tell him. Then he has to watch, how Minho finds a boyfriend and lives a seemingly perfect life with him. But not everything is as perfect as it looks and soon Minho feels like he can't talk about his problems with his boyfriend, Felix, anymore. Instead, he talks to Hyunjin and when one thing leads to another, he starts cheating on Felix with Hyunjin. Will Felix find out that Minho is cheating on him? Will Minho catch feelings for Hyunjin? How will Hyunjin handle the jealousy and guilt? -WARNINGS- -smut -cheating You might know this story from my oneshot series "addicted", but I made a full story out if now. I had to change the plot a bit and added side ships as well :) ⚠️Stray Kids just serves as characters for this, I do not ship them in real life!⚠️ have fun reading :)

Sweet Cheater - Minsung by vikimerde

Jisung and Minho, Minho and Jisung. What a sweet pair. Their love, harder than anything else in the world brought them undefinite joy for quite some time. But as you may know, it doesn't always work for long. Mostly when one of the two fuck up. But time pass, right? And people heal, right? Warnings: Loads of angst Some deep conversations about feelings, and a bit of depression here and there Smut, obvi I don't own any of the characters, but I do own the story :)

Lonely St. || Chansung by kaiak69

SLOW UPDATES Jisung is a quiet kid, he has the same routine everyday. Wake up, eat, school, home, eat, homework, sleep. He doesn't have any friends nor want any. His parents sadly passed away when he was 14 and after that he was left to take care of himself. His older brother lives in a whole other country and doesn't care about him. Chan is the most popular guy at their college and he always notice Jisung in class and at lunch. He found Jisung so beautiful, so pure. In his eyes, Jisung was an angel. He never dared to talk to Jisung since Jisung doesn't talk anyone. He's scared that Jisung might ignore him or not care. Because Chan caught feelings for Jisung without even talking to him. Just watching him everyday made his head spin. Contains: -Fluff -Smut -Slight Hyunho -Top Chan -Shy Chan -Slight femboy Jisung -Daddy kink -Strong language -Chan age: 22 -Jisung age: 19 -Mommy kink -Puppy kink

𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚢𝚘𝚞 | 𝕁𝕖𝕠𝕟𝕘𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕟 ♥︎ ✔︎ by thenoctem

Jeongin and Chan haven't seen each other for years after the eldest left to college but they finally meet up again and the buried feelings are ready to come back to live and mess up with them. ⚠️ Important ⚠️ This is totally imaginary, I do not own SKZ or any other idol mentioned and the personality might not match the actual idol since it's all for fun and fiction! ♡ Let's remember that, it's all FICTION and this book does not intent to declare anyone's sexualities, nor relationships. It's for entertainment and nothing else. ~ ♡︎Soon to be under revision for any possible grammatical mistakes!♡︎ Start: 27/08/20 End: 27/09/20 ©️Copyright 2020/thenoctem

Finding Love || MinSung Or HanChan ?? by 143hanjisung

Minho or Bang Chan .. who will Han choose.... ?? Chan likes Han dearly... And lately Han's cuteness is driving him crazy and he wants to move romantically towards the younger ... On the other hand .. Minho was possessive of Han.. he wanted Han to spend all his time with him and only him but he never expressed his feelings .. Chan's personality made anyone around him feel safe and secure ... He easily expressed himself though a shy person he would easily show his true feelings to anyone else but Han ... Minho being the true tsundere ... He could never express his feelings but anyone close to him knew what a sweetheart he was at heart ... Both extremely handsome good-looking dudes are head over heels over Han Jisung... Who would Han incline towards? Who will seal Han's heart ??

Dance-Crossed Lovers ||hyunho|| by hyunhoer_

Minho and Jisung have been best friends for as long as they can remember. Minho had a crush on him when they were kids, though Jisung hadn't reciprocated these feelings. Or so he thought. They were young, just starting their careers, and Jisung never had thought he would be anything but straight. It's how he was raised, after-all. Minho had taken the time to get over him over the years, but they remained as close as ever. Hyunjin on the other hand, had loved Minho from the moment he laid eyes on him. Before they all ended up in the same local dance group together, Minho danced on broadway. Hyunjin saw him at one of his shows and the rest was history. Hwang Hyunjin is the dancer he is because of Lee Minho. They are all best friends today, or so they were. This is a story of how buried feelings turn badly, very quickly. Will they be able to save each other- and themselves? **these stories are not meant to be taken seriously, they are just for fun. I do not claim to know the idols based on my characters, nor do I claim the characters in my stories are the actual idols. they are fictional.**

more than best friend | l.mh + h.js | minsung by _cherryoon_

Everyone can fall in love for their friends, right? But It's complicate, very complicate, very scary? very hard. What If I lose him? How would it feel to live without someone who you know since you were born. How would that be feeling? But...How would he feel? To find out that his best friend fall in love with him? See? Very difficult.

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What Love Is Supposed To Be/ Bangchan x reader cover

𝗙𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗼𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗻 -hyunlix cover

addicted [hyunho] cover

Sweet Cheater - Minsung cover

Lonely St. || Chansung cover

𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚢𝚘𝚞 | 𝕁𝕖𝕠𝕟𝕘𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕟 ♥︎ ✔︎ cover

Finding Love || MinSung Or HanChan ?? cover

Dance-Crossed Lovers ||hyunho|| cover

more than best friend | l.mh + h.js | minsung cover

Sombre

All he wanted was to feel included. His members hadn't been like this in the beginning. They used to do everything together. So, what had changed? Why were they pushing him away? Why was he being isolated? What had he done to make them act this way? He didn't know when it had started, but his members were treating him like he didn't exist. Chan couldn't help but wonder why. Then, one incident changed everything, forcing him to make a difficult decision. Could he handle it all before it became too much? Would things be better if he just left? Would there be regrets?