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I hate to admit

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Reads 29,702
Votes 2,148
Parts 110
Time 9h 10m

Mature

angst bangchan boyxboy chanjin hyunho hyunjin jilix jisung kpopfanfic love minho skz straykids

Now a big time Rapper, Bang Chan has everything he ever wanted but he lost something while he was consumed by the fame.  Or rather someone.
Will his memories come to light again or has his fame just taken over?
Hyunjin thought he could handle it all, but it was too much. He caught him being unfaithful and it broke him. Losing 3 years of your life to depression was not ideal, but finding your passion again in that time maybe was for the better.
Love is funny in every way and cruel.
Why is love so contradicting?All Rights Reserved

angst bangchan boyxboy chanjin hyunho hyunjin jilix jisung kpopfanfic love minho skz straykids

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All Kinds Of Issues - Minsung by Just_A_Stay143

This will be the third time Jisung has switched schools since middle school. His life had fallen apart, according to him, and he dreaded every next day. Minho, on the other hand, had the life Jisung could only dream of: many trustworthy friends, he was well respected, two loving parents. Now, Jisung's just hoping to make it through the rest of high school without his secrets being spilled, again. ⚠WARNINGS⚠ Self harm Suicide mentions Abuse SA Drinking -Disclaimer- This story is purely FICTION. None of this has actually happened to the idols and I am only using their names. Started: 08 - 05 - 2025 Finished: N/A Status: [ONGOING] Unfortunately Unsteady Updates #4 Seungjin 02 - 22 - 2026

Sacrifice (Hyunlix) by felixcangodeep

Hyunjin pov How will you feel when someone you loved dearly will give up on you so easily? That person is most important to you but your not the most important to them as you thought. let me tell you, It hurts like the hell itself. But still you can't blame that person, because that's how it's going end. We can't change this fate. 'All's well that ends well' they say? bullshit. Everything is going wrong here. Nothing is ending well! It wasn't supposed to be this way. One by one everything is falling apart... "I miss felix....I miss yeji.... I miss how Minho and I used to be.. now everything changed, nothing is the same. Nothing is happy anymore. It ended happily but now I'm losing everything.. It's like a triple kill I freaking lost my love, my best friend, my sister at one go" #hyunlix *warnings* abuse gay sex accident depression Child abuse Violence

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(Hyunlix) . . . Good night, darling~..... . . Felix lives with his parents until they suddenly sell him for money to this man whose name is apparently hyunjin. Felix, feeling betrayed by his family and having no friends, is forced into a relationship. . . Will felix and hyunjin have a great relationship...? **alot of spelling errors** **did not proof read**

Kill me softly - Minsung by reColored

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