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I hate to admit

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Reads 29,702
Votes 2,148
Parts 110
Time 9h 10m

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angst bangchan boyxboy chanjin hyunho hyunjin jilix jisung kpopfanfic love minho skz straykids

Now a big time Rapper, Bang Chan has everything he ever wanted but he lost something while he was consumed by the fame.  Or rather someone.
Will his memories come to light again or has his fame just taken over?
Hyunjin thought he could handle it all, but it was too much. He caught him being unfaithful and it broke him. Losing 3 years of your life to depression was not ideal, but finding your passion again in that time maybe was for the better.
Love is funny in every way and cruel.
Why is love so contradicting?All Rights Reserved

angst bangchan boyxboy chanjin hyunho hyunjin jilix jisung kpopfanfic love minho skz straykids

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