Broken Hearted Trouble (Niam Horayne)

I think, I think when it’s all over it just comes back and flashes, you know? It’s like a kaleidoscope of memories, but it just–it just all comes back. But he, he never does. I think part of me knew the second I saw him this would happen. It’s not really anything he said, or did. It was….the feeling, the feeling that came along with it. And, crazy thing is, I don’t know if I’m ever going to feel that way again. But I don’t know if I should. I knew his world moved too fast and burned too bright. But I just thought, how could the devil be pulling you towards someone who looks so much like an angel. Maybe he knew that when he saw me. The effect he had on me. How-how he could control me like that– like this. I guess I just lost my balance. I think that, the worst part of it all wasn’t losing him. It was losing myself.
I don’t know if you know who you are until you lose who you are.