My Heart Is A Lost Cause
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Ongoing<5 mins
Last published Sat, Sep 23, 2023
I love words. I love how insignificant they feel when it comes to place our feelings, our dreams, ourselves. I love to run through all those letters I know and find the ones that fit the best. I love when I construct them in a way where they go just a bit more deeper to explaim the complex emotions we feel.
It inclues a set of poems I've written. It doesn't sound that cool against the sexy lustly fanfictions (I love them too) but if you read, if you feel it, let me know that we have gone through same situations or ideas
#poems #lgbtq #poemlgbtq #poemdark
#angst #happy
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