Clockwork
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"Breathe, baby, you're okay."
My head jerked backwards, hitting the wall, and I screamed in pain and frustration.
"Why was I cursed like this?"
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16 year-old Alexandria Colbin had a good life, for the most part.
Two parents who love each other (but still fight every once in a while).
An older sister and two younger brothers.
An amazing best friend.
A school she loved.
But she also had a medical condition called Tourettes Syndrome. And, of course, her TS caused narcolepsy as well.
So as she's going through life, she tries to stay as normal as she can. It's not easy though.
In fact, it's impossible.
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17 year old Erik Carter had a less ideal life.
Absent parents.
Failing grades.
Bad mental health.
Three siblings to take care of.
A needy girlfriend.
How could he deal with all of this? He couldn't. Not without help.
Good thing Alexandria is pretty great at helping.
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