»ᴡʜᴏ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ?« »ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴇᴛʀᴀʏᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ! ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴇᴛʀᴀʏᴇᴅ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴜs!« »ᴀs sᴏᴏɴ ᴀs ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴇғᴛ ɪ ᴛʜʀᴇᴡ ᴀ ʜᴜɢᴇ ᴘᴀʀᴛʏ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴇʟᴇʙʀᴀᴛᴇ.« »ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ. ɪ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴅɪᴅ.« ⚠️ᴛᴡ: sᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴇ, sᴇʟғ ʜᴀʀᴍ, ᴅᴇᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ, ɢᴜɴs, ᴠɪᴏʟᴇɴᴄᴇ⚠️ //SPOILERS FOR THE ORIGINAL BSD STORY//

The rain lashed down around us, the world reduced to a blur of water and light. I pulled my damp hair away from my face, feeling the cold droplets slide down my skin as my heart raced faster than the storm itself. RJ stood inches away, his expression a mixture of frustration and something deeper that I couldn't quite name. "𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐚 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐏𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚!" he shouted over the cacophony of raindrops hitting the pavement. The intensity in his bright hazel eyes cut through the grey, igniting a warmth that both terrified and exhilarated me. "𝐑𝐉, 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝!" I shot back, my voice trembling, not just from the chill but from the raw emotions swirling between us. He had no idea how hard it was to shake off the shadows of my past. "𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐦𝐞? 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐟 𝐈 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐮𝐩?" "𝐒𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐬𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭!" His frustration crackled in the air, thick with tension. "𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐭, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐝!" I took a step back, feeling the rain soak through my clothes, weighing me down. "𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐝! 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭." RJ closed the distance, his voice low but fierce. "𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭. 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐧." For a moment, the storm faded into the background.

Started: May 8, 2023 Finished: June 19, 2024 Psychodysleptic: That brings on a dreamlike mental state; hallucinogenic. I'm blinded by the lights. I can't sleep... I'm drowning in the night... You are the one I trust when I'm like this... I can see the sun light up the sky every day. This city is cold and empty... I'm running out of time...

𝐕𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐚 𝐓𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐨𝐫 - 𝐒𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐚 𝟏𝟕-𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫-𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡 𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐛𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐬𝐨 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐩𝐚𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭. 𝑊ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐻𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑠 𝑊ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑆ℎ𝑒 𝑀𝑒𝑒𝑡𝑠 𝐻𝑖𝑚？ 𝐀𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐳𝐨 𝐆𝐢𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐨 - 𝑯𝒆'𝒔 𝒂 18-𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒓-𝒐𝒍𝒅 𝒉𝒊𝒈𝒉 𝒔𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒍 𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒅𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒃𝒐𝒓𝒏 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒂 𝒔𝒊𝒍𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒑𝒐𝒐𝒏 𝒊𝒏 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒎𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒉. 𝑯𝒆 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍'𝒔 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕, 𝒔𝒍𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝐚 𝒏𝒆𝒘 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕. 𝑊ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐻𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑠 𝑊ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝐻𝑒 𝑀𝑒𝑒𝑡𝑠 𝐻𝑒𝑟？

❝BLACKSMITH❞ ⁝ Tower of God 𝕯.avid Hockney × Female! 𝕽.eader ╰─►⚠️ In this book there will be scenes of death, depression, smoking, alcohol, and body insecurity.

❝𝐈'𝐌 𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐔𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐘 𝐄𝐌𝐏𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐏𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐅𝐔𝐋 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋❞ -@keikaminari - date: 06/05/2021 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐀𝐅𝐈𝐀 𝐎𝐑𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀 ╭┈─────── ೄྀ࿐ ˊˎ- -ˏˋ こんにちはˊˎ- 𝘪𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘥𝘢𝘣𝘪 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘢 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘨 𝘷𝘪𝘰𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘴𝘵, 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘤𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘧𝘪𝘢 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘦𝘹𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦. 𝘩𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳, 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘳𝘶𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘶𝘯𝘬𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 ╰┈➤ ＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚　　˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚＊ 𝙙𝙖𝙗𝙞

【"𝘗𝘭𝘶𝘴. 𝘐𝘧 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘨𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘸𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨, 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘭𝘭 𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘮𝘦, 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵? 𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦, 𝘸𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘊𝘩𝘶𝘶𝘺𝘢?"】 ˜"*°•.˜"*°• 𝙷𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚘~ 𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚊 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚛𝚝 𝚂𝚘𝚞𝚔𝚘𝚔𝚞 𝚏𝚊𝚗𝚏𝚒𝚌 𝙸 𝚖𝚊𝚍𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚢 𝚊 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚘𝚗 𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝. 𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝟷𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚜𝚞𝚙𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝟹 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚙𝚑𝚜 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙸 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝙸 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚍𝚒𝚍 𝚒𝚝 𝚕𝚘𝚕. 𝚂𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝟷𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚖𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚋𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚖𝚊𝚛 𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚎𝚡𝚝𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚎. 𝙸'𝚖 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚏 𝚒𝚝 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚜 𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚎 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙸 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚒𝚝. 𝙵𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎, 𝙸 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝙸 𝚍𝚒𝚍 𝚘𝚔𝚊𝚢. 𝙸𝚏 𝙸 𝚖𝚊𝚍𝚎 𝚊 𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎, 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚕𝚎𝚝 𝚖𝚎 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚜𝚘 𝙸 𝚖𝚊𝚢 𝚌𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚝 𝚒𝚝. •°*"˜.•°*"˜ 🇼🇦🇷🇳🇮🇳🇬! -🇲🇪🇳🇹🇮🇴🇳🇸 🇴🇫 🇸🇺!🇨🇮🇩🇪

first love ; y. twins x f. reader! ━━ ❝ you were my first love , if only things stayed that way ! ❞ &&. oneshots including the yugi twins ! book one !! [ INCLUDES : fluff , angst , lime (?) ] [ MY VERY FIRST FANFIC . - since this was my very first fanfic , expect a lot of horrible grammar , whack logic , horrible stories , & more . my newer books which are on my profile are FAR more better than this . but if you still like to read , go ahead ! just be prepared to cringe IMMENSELY . ] + COMPLETED ! fluff , angst , lime (?) . [ + foul language & triggering topics .]

"I couldn't breathe. the smoke invaded my lungs while I suffocated. I felt like i was dying; it was a very pleasant feeling. after all, life is only a show that ends in... death. either now, or later. either alone, or accompanied by someone. either being killed or dying of old age. it will all eventually end." TW : this book contains lgbtq+, slurs, substance use, murder, violence, mental illnesses, suicide, sexual abuse, sexual content, non-con sexual interactions, traumatic events, ptsd, mentions of religion, etc; not edited.

I watch the blood drip down his body as I sat in the tube. With each breath my life flashed before my eyes and tears began to roll. Both of our breaths growing more shallow as time passed. I felt myself fading out of consciousness and use the last of my strength to drop the flame. My last thought: who would've thought the day would come that I would just..... break