Im Just Tired

it started slowly at first. when it began it was Luke and Ashton. when they announced they were dating, i felt heart broken, i was happy for them, but i also kind of was...Jealous. but the strange part is it was because i wanted to date them, yep both of them as well as Cal. but i lived with it. i was okay, that is until Cal started getting closer, it was about a month after luke and ashton started dating that they told me that it was now not only themselves in the relationship, but Cal as well. the following week i felt like a stranger, i was ignored in interviews and alone at home, they were alway on dates it seemed. well thats how its meant to be i’m going to be alone, and forgotten, suffering as i watched the three people i had fallen in love with fall in love with each other, leaving me alone, heart broken and just plain broken.