[BOOK 1] Charlie's sure that no one on the Eras Tour knows what goes on in her mind, especially not THE Taylor Swift. She hides it well. But what if one night after a show, one beautiful blond finds her back up dancer crying in her dressing room? How is Charlie going to explain this to Taylor? Ages will be unspecified for both Taylor and Charlie tho it's implied that there is an age gap between them (Not more than about 5 years maximum) I will NOT specify TWs multiple times, this book contains the following: SH, ED, depression, anxiety, and other mental health struggles.