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Lorenia Diaries: Depth of Soul (David Austin Rodderik) EN

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"When I think about myself, there is something wrong with me, my self has changed. The repressed sadness is so strong, it becomes a strength. My heart is my soul, my soul is in the depths of my heart."

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Each diary is written through the eyes of that character..

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$Rejected Love {COMPLETED} by Alice_Blonday$

My mate. So weak. So pathetic. I have a weak and pathetic mate. I thought as I looked at her in disgust and displeasure. Just like me when I was human. She is human! I don't want a mate. I don't want a weak and pathetic mate! She can't fix me! She's nothing! Screw this! My thoughts were going berserk with the rushing flashes of my past. I tucked my hand through my hair roughly in an unsuccessful attempt to stop the replay of those horrible evocations. I laid her on the small grass patch at the side of the deserted road. She was half-conscious, so possibly she could hear me... "Hey!" I said, jerking her pale face gently. Blood was covering half of her face but she was still looking beautiful in the moonlight. The sparks weren't going unnoticed and I reminded myself that it was just the mate-bond. I was determined in my decision and there was no way I was going to change it. The girl opened her eyes slightly and with that, I did what I thought was right at that time. "I, Kane Wilson, reject you as my mate!" I said, with all the strength I could have mustered in my miserable state of emotions and with that, I left her there, feeling extreme pain in my heart. But I pushed that pain aside and ran from there in my ultimate inhuman speed. Away from her! Still feeling the Rejection Pain. *~*~*~*~*~*~* He rejected her when she didn't even know what he meant for her. And after nine years, when he met her again, he found himself craving for her, seeking her attention, her love. He had fallen for her... with no return. But would she accept him now?! Student life#1 (2/09/2018) Crave#1 (3/2/2019) Started on: August 5, 2018 Finished on: September 20, 2018 !!! Complete story is available on Nova, Moboread, NovelCat, PopInk, Webnovel, Goodnovel, Miracle Novel, Owo Novel and LIBRI. * * * * * *

Nyctophilia by raphaelle_lrx

Nyctophilia (n.) -love of darkness or night. finding relaxation or comfort in the darkness --- Life isn't always easy. Sure there's some ups, but there's also downs. My life went downhill real fast the day I lost my voice. The day I stopped talking to any human being. The day that all of it changed the entire way around. I honestly thought I'd stay that way forever... you know, quiet, introverted, sad, but mostly scared. Until I met him. Until he came and changed everything for the best without even knowing it. --- Nyctophilia Heather Walker used to be a ray of sunshine. The kind of person who put a smile on your face with one single glance. Surely, her life was too perfect to be real. Everything got ruined that one night. Since, she hasn't pronounce a word or even communicated with someone who isn't family or best friend. Since... she hates the world. She despises it. Until he comes along. Until he opens a door for Nyctophilia. A door that leads to something she hadn't believed in for years. A door towards hope. Aaron Christopher Black aka your typical underground fighter. Tall, muscular, extremely handsome, but mostly scary. His glare could kill someone easily. He could snap your bone in two without even trying. He is the guy your parents warned you about. Nonetheless, everyone has a reason to their actions, right? No one really knows why he's so cold and mysterious... until she comes in the decor. Ah, will the big bad guy be able to resist to sweet Nyctophilia or will he be whipped so easily no one would believe he really is terrifying? --- ⚠️TW⚠️ This book can contain really sensitive subjects such as self-harm, rape, self-sabotage, eating disorder, depressed thoughts, strong languages and such. I will not put a trigger warning at each chapter, so read at your own risk. I warned you, if you're still reading and it triggered you, it is not on my part anymore.

What's a Heart to a Soul by mgbooks

What's a heart to a soul? What's a memory to reality? What's lust to love? And what differentiates fact from fiction? How can we ever truly know love and confidently scream with all our being that we are sure that this, this is the one? As memories flash through Blake Beckett's very eyes, each one fading into the next, the only constant is Devin Dawson. They were childhood best friends, middle school enemies, and highschool sweethearts. Blake finds herself getting lost in the memories, losing herself to the past while her soul is desperately trying to get her to see the future. Will true love prevail? Are soulmates even real? The answers you seek might be provided with some clarity if you dare to journey through lifetimes to find out, what is a heart to a soul anyway? *** ⚠️ WARNING CONTAINS SEXUAL CONTENT⚠️ Sexual Content: Chapters 1.14, 1.15, 2.11, & 2.14 ‼️TRIGGER WARNING‼️ Mentions of Sexual Assault: Chapter 1.9 & 2.8 Gore & Violence: Part 1 *** 🧡Available Exclusively on Wattpad 🧡 *** [[Total Word Count: 87,000-88,000]] [[Part 1 Word Count: 45,000-46,000]] [[Part 2 Word Count: 41,000-42,000]] Written By Morgan Giglio Cover Designed by Morgan Giglio

Celestial Bodies: Of Runts and Lycans by Myx_Writes

~will be completed by end of year~ A rogue and a runt. A born and raised alpha. A boy with a secret. And a man bent on changing fate, no matter who gets harmed. ~ "Have you contacted the council about the rogues?" "Yes and they say that rogues don't band together in mass amounts." "Did you tell them about the lack of scents?" I roll my eyes at his question. "Of course I did." "And?" "And they think there's a witch out there causing havoc for the rogues," I scoff. "They said that only a witch could hide a wolf's scent but I can't seem to think of what witch would be out there doing silly experiments that won't benefit them. They'd be better off working with a pack if they had any interest there at all." "I get where they're coming from but this is mass reports across the country," he says pointing to the map. "I've been on the phone with packs all over the country having the same issues. We seem to have a higher concentration as of late," he furrows his brows. "Other packs have been having decreases of these rogues?" He nods. "This past week alone we've had six sightings and it's only Thursday." I feel tension rise behind my eyes as the realization hit me. "It's Celeste, isn't it. . ." ~ #8 in Werewolf #14 in dark fantasy #39 in Supernatural #26 in fantasy-romance #1 in rewrite #12 in new adult 💛 read ahead for free on webnovel 💛 (rewrite of ILR)

The Last Whisper by Zora-Thorne

I wear a mask so well that even I almost believe it. Almost. Then I met him. His eyes were hollow, his smile a lie-just like mine. In him, I saw my own reflection, the same quiet suffering hidden beneath perfect façades. For the first time, I wasn't alone. But happiness is always fleeting. One moment, he was there. The next, he was gone. A fall from a rooftop. A life stolen too soon. Now, the world feels unreal. Shadows shift. Whispers grow louder. And in the corner of my vision, I still see him. If he's gone... why does it feel like he never left?

This Is Not a Tragedy by Lena-Presents

A teen is stunned to discover he's half-vampire. Will being asexual-aromantic thwart bloodlust, or are there other emotions strong enough to trigger murder? ******* Natsu anxiously follows his mentally-ill mother's rules, forcing himself to be an emotionless loner and suppressing his peculiar body constitution. But when he finds camaraderie with an abused yet purehearted boy, he rebels and experiences emotions he didn't know existed. Then tragedies disrupt Natsu's improving life and tear him away from the people he cares about. A mysterious "family friend" drags him halfway across the world to reveal an unsettling secret: Natsu is half-vampire, those expected to murder a human they fall for. Can he brave this new life when his friend has left a dangerous, unconventional mark on his heart? *Two time Wattpad Editor's Pick Jan 2018 & Oct 2020*

The REAL Diary of a Highschooler: Freshmen Year 2011-12 by Shattered_Glass

My life . . . lonley is what it is. Sometimes I don't feel like I am, but then again it's most of the time I do feel lonesome. Lonesome because I am lost, and lost because theres no hope left, and no hope left because I am vanishing. Most high schoolers have the time of their lives in high school, and most don't. I am in the middle, lost of course, only sometimes hoping for a break of my life, and life up in heaven or a life down in hell. My thoughts are better said in words, not spoken, but written. SEQUELS- The REAL Diary of a Highschooler: SUMMER 2012 The REAL Diary of a Highschooler: Sophomore Year 2012-13

Foster. | Rodrick Heffley by PapaverKoda

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.Long Lost. by booodiful

When people visit you every single day, it's hard to get lonely. Unless you're a ghost. Actual it gets quite annoying. In fact it's heart breaking when the people you used to love the most look straight through you. It's even worse when they blame you for their broken heart. Because they have no idea I'm dead. Trigger Warning: Contains slightly mature themes (violent and sexual) and swearing. Nothing too detailed but briefly mentioned. Completed on February 18th 2018

Diary Of A Depressed Being by Zackhere

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Rejected Love {COMPLETED}

My mate. So weak. So pathetic. I have a weak and pathetic mate. I thought as I looked at her in disgust and displeasure. Just like me when I was human. She is human! I don't want a mate. I don't want a weak and pathetic mate! She can't fix me! She's nothing! Screw this! My thoughts were going berserk with the rushing flashes of my past. I tucked my hand through my hair roughly in an unsuccessful attempt to stop the replay of those horrible evocations. I laid her on the small grass patch at the side of the deserted road. She was half-conscious, so possibly she could hear me... "Hey!" I said, jerking her pale face gently. Blood was covering half of her face but she was still looking beautiful in the moonlight. The sparks weren't going unnoticed and I reminded myself that it was just the mate-bond. I was determined in my decision and there was no way I was going to change it. The girl opened her eyes slightly and with that, I did what I thought was right at that time. "I, Kane Wilson, reject you as my mate!" I said, with all the strength I could have mustered in my miserable state of emotions and with that, I left her there, feeling extreme pain in my heart. But I pushed that pain aside and ran from there in my ultimate inhuman speed. Away from her! Still feeling the Rejection Pain. ~~~~~~* He rejected her when she didn't even know what he meant for her. And after nine years, when he met her again, he found himself craving for her, seeking her attention, her love. He had fallen for her... with no return. But would she accept him now?! Student life#1 (2/09/2018) Crave#1 (3/2/2019) Started on: August 5, 2018 Finished on: September 20, 2018 !!! Complete story is available on Nova, Moboread, NovelCat, PopInk, Webnovel, Goodnovel, Miracle Novel, Owo Novel and LIBRI. * * * * * *