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𝐁𝐀𝐃 𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐀 ━ connor murphy x reader.

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𝐁𝐀𝐃 𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐀  |  ❝ i wish you could see yourself the way i do... ❞

━ After Y/n L/n courageously intervenes to defend the enigmatic and troubled Connor Murphy from a pair of bullies, her brave act lands them both in detention, where their paths intertwine. Despite Connor's initial resistance, a gradual bond forms between them, revealing layers of vulnerability beneath his sarcastic and sullen exterior. As they spend more time together, Y/n becomes a source of solace for Connor, offering an understanding that he's never experienced before.

However, Connor is harboring a secret burden - a looming plan to end his own life that hangs over his head constantly. Even as his feelings for Y/n grow, he struggles with the idea of dragging her into his dark world. He wrestles with the fear of causing her pain and the weight of his emotional turmoil. Still, he finds himself unable to push Y/n away completely, torn between his desire for her presence and his fear of tainting her with his troubles.

But one question keeps popping up during his restless nights: Could she be the very person who can help and teach him how to live?



                           [started: august 26, 2023]
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