𝐁𝐀𝐃 𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐀 ━ connor murphy x reader. - キラ. - Wattpad

𝐁𝐀𝐃 𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐀 ━ connor murphy x reader.

Reads 3,205
Votes 133
Parts 15
Time 1h 51m

Reads 3,205
Votes 133
Parts 15
Time 1h 51m

𝐁𝐀𝐃 𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐀  |  ❝ i wish you could see yourself the way i do... ❞

━ After Y/n L/n courageously intervenes to defend the enigmatic and troubled Connor Murphy from a pair of bullies, her brave act lands them both in detention, where their paths intertwine. Despite Connor's initial resistance, a gradual bond forms between them, revealing layers of vulnerability beneath his sarcastic and sullen exterior. As they spend more time together, Y/n becomes a source of solace for Connor, offering an understanding that he's never experienced before.

However, Connor is harboring a secret burden - a looming plan to end his own life that hangs over his head constantly. Even as his feelings for Y/n grow, he struggles with the idea of dragging her into his dark world. He wrestles with the fear of causing her pain and the weight of his emotional turmoil. Still, he finds himself unable to push Y/n away completely, torn between his desire for her presence and his fear of tainting her with his troubles.

But one question keeps popping up during his restless nights: Could she be the very person who can help and teach him how to live?



                           [started: august 26, 2023]
                                       ©ygmisnoteAll Rights Reserved

Table of contents

15 parts

Sign up to add 𝐁𝐀𝐃 𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐀 ━ connor murphy x reader. to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

A Life Worth Living «tree bros» by uhtotalghost

"If we survive this, I'll give you a life worth living, even if I can't give myself that." Evan Hansen? Anxiety disorder. Never really thinks about how often he has panic attacks but it's just about daily. Connor Murphy? Severe depression and anger issues. Self harms too. Throws things without thinking, aims for people who never did anything. Some call him a murder in the waiting. They're watching eachother kill them self one baby step at a time from their self destructive tendencies, just waiting for it to stop; for them to get help, but that day might never arrive *heavy self harm, abuse, strong language and overall unhealthy relationship indication and description, if you're easily upset this is really not for you.*

Cold || A Sincerely Three Fanfiction by InsanityIsAHobby

I DO NOT OWN ANY CHARACTERS OR ANYTHING PLEASE DON'T COPYRIGHT ME PLEASE. Evan has always had some trouble making friends. He will admit that. His school was extremely transphobic, homophobic, you name it. But there are those few accepting people who may care. Jared knew he was kind of a weirdo. Okay a huge weirdo. He really just wanted some real friends. Is that too much to ask? His only real friend didn't even think he actually cared. Connor just wanted the pain to stop. That's all. He could numb it all he wanted but it never went away. He hated his parents. His sister was barely tolerable. But he just wanted to die. Evan and Jared have been friends for a while now. But they are just "family friends" although they both want more. They meet Connor and feelings erupt from the three. Connor and Jared support Evan in his troubles. Evan and Jared help Connor to better his mental state. And Evan and Connor give Jared much needed love. Everything goes smoothly until Evan starts getting sick. Really sick. The stress that his anxiety put on him may have been too much. No one knew what caused it, but just like words, his heart was failing. Will Evan be okay? Will this affect their relationship? Jared and Connor worry too much for their own good but they can't help it. Who can?

His Shadow (Book I) by LokiBoreddd

Book I of 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓢𝓱𝓪𝓭𝓸𝔀 𝓢𝓮𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓼 After feeling invisible for so long she finally was seen by the one boy that was supposed to be off limits. Little did she know falling for him would be the best and maybe worst thing she could have done in the long run. ***{Sneak Peak ONE}*** "Aurora, I don't want you back in my house if you are willing to act this way. You are no longer my child, I don't know who you are or what you have done with my daughter but you aren't her." My eyes start to water, great so I am apparently disowned, an ungrateful peace of shit and i'm not good enough for anyone. ***{Sneak Peak TWO}*** I look over at the door to see Juliano opening it. He walks over to me and says, "So we might have a slight problem." I look at him in confusion as he continues speaking, "Do you remember Lucian Kingston?" I nod. Of course I remember that creep. "Well he had something to do with your car accident." *** 𝓐𝓾𝓻𝓸𝓻𝓪 𝓑𝓵𝓪𝓴𝓮, 17, the girl that's always in her brothers shadow. The sweet, loving, smart girl who only gets the bare minimum and acts like she is completely fine. The beautiful brunette that falls for the Wide receiver on the football team thats also her brothers best friend. 𝓙𝓾𝓵𝓲𝓪𝓷𝓸 𝓒𝓸𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓵𝓵𝓸, 19, the boy that basically had it all but a relationship, party's all the time with Ashton Blake, plays football, an overprotective pain in the ass, ends up falling for the one girl that he shouldn't have. When will Aurora finally be able to shine? Why is Aurora in her brothers shadow? What will happen in the end? Read to find out!! |trigger warning| mentions of Self harm, Suicide, Self doubt, gore, and anxiety. STARTED: April 30, 2023 FINISHED: May 31, 2023 PUBLISHED: July 19, 2023 WRITER GOALS! 1k reads: 07/05/23 5k reads: 12/17/23 10k reads: 6/29/24 20k reads:1/1/25

Broken Hearts - TreeBros by lucky_thewashington

Evan has always felt like no one was there for him most of his life. Evan hasn't had any friends and feels lonely most of the time and his anxiety doesn't help him with those feelings. One day Evan meets Connor Murphy and things start to develop. Will they be just friends or will they be more than that in the future? Art by: @adothamtheother51

Help~Sincerely Three (a Dear Evan Hansen fanfiction) COMPLETED by rowancoms

help /help/ verb 1. make it easier for (someone) to do something by offering one's services or resources. Connor Murphy needs help. Jared Kleinman needs help. Evan Hansen needs help. Will they find it? /// Updates whenever I want it to Started: July 21st, 2019 Finished: September 11th, 2019 I do not own these characters, they belong to the musical Dear Evan Hansen, yada yada yada. Trigger warning: This book will be based on mental disorders such as depression, anxiety, and insomnia. Self-harm and eating disorders will most likely be included in this book. These will not, and I repeat NOT be listed at the beginning of chapters- read at your own risk. Now that we have all of that out of the way, I hope you enjoy my book!

Natural Selection (Elijah Kamski x Reader) by PrecursorAO3

You were prepared to die for what you believed in, but whether or not you were ready to live for it again was a different question entirely. Elijah never asked. He made that decision for you, with unexpected help. Confused as to what went wrong, you'd start at the moment where everything felt right as you began your search for the truth. But the truth was terrible, and so was the world. You aimed to fix both. • Can be read on its own • Reader reviews their life before catching up to 2038, and reacts to what happened in November. • Continuation of Deviant Behavior (Connor x Reader) • Runs parallel to Machine Learning (Captain Allen and DPD SWAT Unit 32 POV) • See end chapter notes for more info and profile for Discord invite. Beta'd by MjrGenMatt [Book II of the I Am Alive series] Sets up both direct sequels to Deviant Behavior: • Afterburn (Connor x Reader - Connor POV) • Deep Blue (Gavin Reed x RK900)

~Weird~ Connor Murphy x Reader (DEH)[COMPLETE] by jxllycee

Unlike the majority of weird things that happened to me, I'm glad you happened, because I was able to find someone who listened. Cared. Understood, no matter how weird shit got. I found...a friend. And..you know, maybe something more. So let's face the inevitable, okay? ••• Dear Evan Hansen Fanfic (no one asked for this lol i'm sorry) (note: this story uses she/her pronouns for reader) I DO NOT OWN DEAR EVAN HANSEN OR ANY OF THE CHARACTERS IN ANY WAY, SHAPE, OR FORM. THE ONLY THING I OWN IS THIS STORY, NOT DEAR EVAN HANSEN ITSELF. pop culture references (or any known reference) made in this DO NOT belong to me but to their rightful owners -started: feb. 9, 2018- -ended- june. 23, 2019-

Sincerely, Me (Treebros - Dear Evan Hansen Fanfiction) by HelloHelloHello83

'I am so sorry...' 'I'm so glad...' 'I'm here for you...' Does he really mean all of that? ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• Evan Hansen receives an email from Connor Murphy, who just needs someone to talk to about his depression and his coping methods. Connor goes by "C" and Evan goes by "E." Meanwhile at school, Connor is unknowingly picking on his internet best friend, and enemy of sorts, Evan. How will the two react if/when their internet personas meet their real ones in person? Warnings: some mentions of suicide and self harm, use of drugs/alcohol, some swearing

Photo cards | Owen Teague x reader by tealovergirlwriting

(y/n) comes to New York because her friend is in a really difficult position due to her mental state. While she is comforting her friend for a spring break, (y/n) is finding New York more and more interesting... Finding new friends, new experiences and new places with new people. **BIG SELF HARM TRIGGER IN THE BEGINNING BUT AFTER FIRST CHAPTER THERE IS NONE,PROMISE**

Dear Crush! | A Dear Evan Hansen Fanfiction | by DanmakuExpress

【Completed】 This is a fanfiction of Evan and Connor from Dear Evan Hansen. Treebros, correct? Connor Murphy starts to hang out with Evan Hansen. He was mostly intrigued by his existence. How he never managed to notice someone so nice and yet so broken before piqued his interest. He wanted to be friends with him. Maybe more? I want to thank Eli (@sleepy_crayon on insta) for giving me permission to use their art as my cover. Please check them out, their art is amazing! Also, I am not American, but I'm using some elements, such as mimicking the school system. So, as I'm not familiar with it, please correct me along the way.

You may also like

Slide 1 of 10

A Life Worth Living «tree bros» cover

Cold || A Sincerely Three Fanfiction cover

His Shadow (Book I) cover

Broken Hearts - TreeBros cover

Help~Sincerely Three (a Dear Evan Hansen fanfiction) COMPLETED cover

Natural Selection (Elijah Kamski x Reader) cover

~Weird~ Connor Murphy x Reader (DEH)[COMPLETE] cover

Sincerely, Me (Treebros - Dear Evan Hansen Fanfiction) cover

Photo cards | Owen Teague x reader cover

Dear Crush! | A Dear Evan Hansen Fanfiction | cover

A Life Worth Living «tree bros»

"If we survive this, I'll give you a life worth living, even if I can't give myself that." Evan Hansen? Anxiety disorder. Never really thinks about how often he has panic attacks but it's just about daily. Connor Murphy? Severe depression and anger issues. Self harms too. Throws things without thinking, aims for people who never did anything. Some call him a murder in the waiting. They're watching eachother kill them self one baby step at a time from their self destructive tendencies, just waiting for it to stop; for them to get help, but that day might never arrive heavy self harm, abuse, strong language and overall unhealthy relationship indication and description, if you're easily upset this is really not for you.