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He cursed himself for a lot of things, in the next five minutes. For moving his desk so it wasn't up against the wall, for playing a horror game so late at night, for staying up when he can't get anybody to protect him, for turning the lights off at all.

Or,
I had a really bad paranoia bout last night, and wrote this as a result just now.

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