The Fear of Letting Go (BoyXBoy)
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  • Time 6h 32m
Complete, First published Mar 17, 2015
Mature
** SEQUEL TO THE FEAR OF FALLING APART**
I have never really thought of myself as a bad guy. 
I mean, don't get me wrong, I am certainly not the greatest person in the world. I have cheated, stolen, broken hearts, gambled, and bit off far more than I can chew, but I've never thought that any of those things made me a bad guy.
Right now, I feel like my life is at nothing more than a standstill. Everyone is moving on and even if I've moved continents, I'm still stuck in the same old rut as before. 
Blake has a boyfriend, Rose has a boyfriend, and I'm struggling to find someone to even deal with me, let alone be my boyfriend/girlfriend. 
Well... I guess there is this one guy. But he's a total dork. 

Liam Weekes has always been a little... misunderstood when it comes to relationships. He's not very good at making friends and tends to steer clear of anything and anyone who tries to get to close. He's come to America to study abroad and win back the heart of his long lost love. There's just one catch. He's already taken. What else is there to do but for Liam to sulk around the house and sleep around until he can manage to get over his heartache? Luckily, there is one person who can't really seem to leave him alone, no matter how many times Liam asks. And that's West. 

***WARNING THIS WILL CONTAIN BOYXBOY SEX IF YOU DONT LIKE DONT READ THANK YOU K BYE***
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