"No matter what I do, it's never enough. It's killing me slowly with each passing day, and at this point, it's practically taken everything from me. Despite that, I can't stop. I just can't stop..."
Shouto Todoroki develops an eating disorder that quickly consumes his life, and as his depression only worsens, more and more of his repressed trauma begins to bleed through old wounds. Unwilling to burden those around him with the thoughts and habits plaguing him daily, Todoroki feigns his happiness and dons a facade. But when Katsuki Bakugou starts to unravel Todoroki's lies, Todoroki's world also begins to unravel. What happens when Todoroki and Bakugou uncover each other's darkest secrets?
⎯ Trigger warnings ⎯
▪︎ Eating disorders, purging, body dysmorphia
▪︎ Suicidal thoughts/actions/ideations
▪︎ Suicide attempts and threats of suicide
▪︎ Self-harm and self-destructive behaviors
▪︎ Abuse, murder, gore, violence
▪︎ Toxic, manipulative, and abusive relationships
▪︎ Substance abuse
▪︎ Dehumanization
▪︎ Gaslighting and victim blaming
▪︎ Homophobia
⎯ Notes and disclaimers ⎯
▫︎ Triggers not limited to those listed above.
▫︎ Read at your own discretion.
▫︎ This fic is not intended to promote/encourage any of its dark/sensitive themes/topics.
▫︎ I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Horikoshi Kohei.
Return: 12th February 2025
Every Wednesday and Sunday, a new chapter!
"My legs are so heavy. My chest is burning. My throat is dry. My head is pounding. Am I getting sick? Am I even able to get sick? It feels like I am about to black out. Common at least make it to your room. It's getting dark. My body I can't stop it from falling to the ground."
And so it begins! An Adventure with no going back. An unreal world with no way out. But at least they are not alone. Bakugo, Midoriya and Todoroki begin a journey no one has survived before. And even though it seems hopeless there is one last chance to go back to their old life's. But that is easier said then done because the one behind all of this is doing a good job at keeping them exactly were they are.
Will their friendship be enough or will something even greater get them through a dream world full of monsters and imagination?!
(Start: 29.07.2022; Finish: 00.00.0000)