"No matter what I do, it's never enough. It's killing me slowly with each passing day, and at this point, it's practically taken everything from me. Despite that, I can't stop. I just can't stop..."
Shouto Todoroki develops an eating disorder that quickly consumes his life, and as his depression only worsens, more and more of his repressed trauma begins to bleed through old wounds. Unwilling to burden those around him with the thoughts and habits plaguing him daily, Todoroki feigns his happiness and dons a facade. But when Katsuki Bakugou starts to unravel Todoroki's lies, Todoroki's world also begins to unravel. What happens when Todoroki and Bakugou uncover each other's darkest secrets?
⎯ Trigger warnings ⎯
▪︎ Eating disorders, purging, body dysmorphia
▪︎ Suicidal thoughts/actions/ideations
▪︎ Suicide attempts and threats of suicide
▪︎ Self-harm and self-destructive behaviors
▪︎ Abuse, murder, gore, violence
▪︎ Toxic, manipulative, and abusive relationships
▪︎ Substance abuse
▪︎ Dehumanization
▪︎ Gaslighting and victim blaming
▪︎ Homophobia
⎯ Notes and disclaimers ⎯
▫︎ Triggers not limited to those listed above.
▫︎ Read at your own discretion.
▫︎ This fic is not intended to promote/encourage any of its dark/sensitive themes/topics.
▫︎ I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Horikoshi Kohei.
COMPLETED AS OF MAY 16th, 2021
About 16,241 words
Neither Todoroki nor Bakugo could ever seem to find out they had feelings for eachother. They thought catching themselves staring at the other was just curiosity, but will a forgotten assignment change everything.
Bakugo is a secret femboy, he never tells anyone this except his best friend, he never intended to at least. What happens when Bakugo's crush shows up at his doorstep while Bakugo is wearing his 'comfy clothes.' Will Todoroki judge him like Bakugo's parents did? Will they live happily ever after?
What happens when Bakugo gets kicked out by his parents?