Never good enough

I thought you were different.
I truly thought you cared.
Thought you wouldn't label me.
Thought you wouldn't care.
But in all reality.
You're just like the rest.
I never pictured this to end badly.
I never thought it'd end at all.
I guess that makes me dumb right?
I'm the one whose wrong.
To think I finally found someone.
Someone who I could trust.
But you've taken all that hope.
You turned it into dust.
So I guess I'm alone again.
Forced to fight on my own.
Alone in this wasteland.
The one I call my home.
I'm sorry I got angry.
But I can't be okay all the time.
Everybody falls someday right?
Today just happened to be mine.
Forgive me for over reacting.
Forgive me for letting you down
But I do have to say I warned you.
There's nothing I could really do.
No matter what I do.
No matter how hard I try.
I always end up failing.
It was only a matter of time,
Before I let you down too.
Block me from your life if you must.
But know I'm not just another broken soul.