DESPAIR LOVE
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• DESPAIR LOVE BY LILYFIQS •
On the words of their parents and mutual understanding,Jungkook and Y/n tied the knot of holy matrimony for eternity. However, Jungkook was never involved with anyone romantically and knew nothing about how it works leading him to completely neglect his wife and something that every woman would yearn from her man - affection and attention. All she wanted was to be seen, heard and acknowledged by him however he ends up disappointing her everytime.
Nevertheless, she had a glimmer of hope within her, "I believe he will change one day." She used to convince and cheer up herself in the midst of the turbulence of emotions swirling within her.
Until...
It became unfeasible for her when he completely shattered her fragile heart.
~
"Can we fix this? Can you give us a chance?" Jungkook whispered with pleading eyes, carrying a glimmer of hope within them while Y/n stared at him with her eyes empty and blank. Even though her lips were sealed close, her eyes spoke volumes as the agony within them shone bright in the dim light illuminating the room.
She cared for him truly, fulfilling all her responsibilities as a doting wife she was without a single complaint. She kept pushing herself to do better for him every time but in exchange she received only one thing, that is disappointment.
And she chose to give up.
But now, out of nowhere, watching him beg for another chance has completely swept her off the ground beneath her.
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Open up the book to witness the journey Jungkook and y/n are gonna embark on of their martial life where the wife has given up on her husband due to unreciprocated feelings and efforts and the husband realises it and is determined to make things right and work but will it really work out between them ever? Will y/n easily accept him? Or worse, is she even gonna accept him at all or not? Or... Maybe there's more to it?
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Started - 28 aug, 2023
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