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DESPAIR LOVE

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• DESPAIR LOVE BY LILYFIQS •

On the words of their parents and mutual understanding,Jungkook and Y/n tied the knot of holy matrimony for eternity. However, Jungkook was never involved with anyone romantically and knew nothing about how it works leading him to completely neglect his wife and something that every woman would yearn from her man - affection and attention. All she wanted was to be seen, heard and acknowledged by him however he ends up disappointing her everytime.

Nevertheless, she had a glimmer of hope within her, "I believe he will change one day." She used to convince and cheer up herself in the midst of the turbulence of emotions swirling within her.

Until... 

It became unfeasible for her when he completely shattered her fragile heart.

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"Can we fix this? Can you give us a chance?" Jungkook whispered with pleading eyes, carrying a glimmer of hope within them while Y/n stared at him with her eyes empty and blank. Even though her lips were sealed close, her eyes spoke volumes as the agony within them shone bright in the dim light illuminating the room. 

She cared for him truly, fulfilling all her responsibilities as a doting wife she was without a single complaint. She kept pushing herself to do better for him every time but in exchange she received only one thing, that is disappointment.

And she chose to give up.

But now, out of nowhere, watching him beg for another chance has completely swept her off the ground beneath her. 

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Open up the book to witness the journey Jungkook and y/n are gonna embark on of their martial life where the wife has given up on her husband due to unreciprocated feelings and efforts and the husband realises it and is determined to make things right and work but will it really work out between them ever? Will y/n easily accept him? Or worse, is she even gonna accept him at all or not? Or... Maybe there's more to it? 

Add it to your reading list to find out!





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Started - 28 aug, 2023
Ended - ?All Rights Reserved

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My Viewpoint || J.JK ✓ by kaakoi

"You're really sick you know. I can't imagine someone being as mean and selfish as you, 𝘒𝘪𝘮 𝘐𝘷𝘺." He says, as he finally let go of her. "Only if you had known my viewpoint, 𝘑𝘦𝘰𝘯 𝘑𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘬𝘰𝘰𝘬. Only if you knew." She barely whispers out as she struggles to hold in her tears that threaten to fall. ◔◕◖◗◕◔ Words aren't enough to delineate the hate she receives, yet this self made billionaire walks with her chin up and shoulders braced facing them all with her charms and sass. Until she meets him, whose words strike a chord in her dead heart as it stammers out its first beat in many years, just for him. Intertwine their fates, and spice up their hearts and souls. Changing what the world knows and revealing what they must have known. Viewpoints told, viewpoints untold, viewpoints misunderstood, viewpoints ignored. What does the future hold for them on mixing their past and present? ❝Fuck the stars. Let's write our own fate.❞ -𝓹𝓪𝓻𝓽𝓵𝔂 𝓮𝓭𝓲𝓽𝓮𝓭- Highest Ranking: #5 in angst #24 in fanfiction #33 in bts #78 in army #89 in btsfanfic © kaakoi™ 2020 ᴘʟᴀɢɪᴀʀɪsᴍ ɪs ᴀ ᴄʀɪᴍᴇ.

My Ugly Bride (KTH) by Lilith_Writex

𝙄 𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙪𝙜𝙡𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙙𝙤𝙚𝙨𝙣'𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢 𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚, 𝙨𝙤 𝙖𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙢𝙮 𝙬𝙞𝙛𝙚. "F-ck." He cursed upon seeing her. He stomped towards her and grabbed her hairs in a tight grip. "Aren't you happy?? A dirty p-g like you dreamt to marry a handsome, billionaire like me. Hell I would never marry a dirt like you. Have you ever looked at you face?? So ugly. You literally destroyed my life by marrying me." He couldn't ignored his anger, and banged her head on the mirror, shattering it into pieces. "Ahhh." Y/n felt her head spinning. Bl-od started coming out of her head. It was a small cut, but still pained like hell. But Taehyung didn't felt any guilt upon hurting her. He pushed her on the floor. "Get this thing inside your head, You're not my wife and never will be. You're just a dirty doll to show the world, that I've married you. You're only my wife for outer world. But not for me. And never ever show this ugly face of you. Because I hate ugly things, and doesn't want them in my life so as you my wife. Now get out." ------------------------ Its a Dark Romance Novel.. Warning- Harassment, killing, abuse, torture, rape,etc. You've been already warned. Read it on your own risk.. Note-No one is allowed to report, copy, translate or hate on my story. No one is allowed to report my story. If you don't like it then just fuck off. No one's forcing you to read it. It's my hard work and I'd love you'all to support me not to give me negative vibes. Its a Fictional story, so please do not take it to your heart.

Contract Marriage || J. Jk [Completed]✔ [Editing] by NamikoS

HR #40 in bts fanfic HR #263 in fanfic (If you are thinking that this is just another cliché story with a helpless female and a 'come to me' male lead then yes you are right or maybe you are not!) 〖 Warning: This book is not edited. I wrote back then in 2017 when I was new to wp. No hate comments. 〗 ❝One day someone will walk into your life and make you see why it never worked out with anyone else.❞ __ _ __ _ __ Her life changes when she gets married to the hottest guy of the century, their marriage is nothing but a written contract. They decide to fulfil their wills in the name of 'contract marriage' but then fate has something else to say... and when fate interferes... everything connects or even worse.. breaks... Story of a written contract and unwritten love... Story of a glass girl with no class and a playboy.. 〖 Point 5 of the contract says: 'Husband and wife to the world but nothing to each other under the roof' 〗 _________________ ❝You don't choose LOVE... LOVE chooses you...!!!❞ You will love this if you love philosophies, angst and quotes. 100k on 25 May 2018🎉 1M on 08 Nov 2019 Drafted- 15 AUG 2017 Published- 18 AUG 2017 Ended- 26 April 2018 Ranked #40 in btsfanfic

Heart Me || JJK ✓ by Flam_TaeSam

On the first day of university, you were surprised to feel a new sensation in your heart. A sensation you knew, you'd feel when your soulmate was on radar. But all the feelings went to drain when the moment you met him was the moment he rejected you, quoting he believed everything about soulmates was a hoax. What happens when you meet him in numbers more than you could count on fingers and you discover Jungkook totally is what you expect and also not expect him to be.... *Please expect all kind of fantasy stuff in here :)* *DO NOT REPOST OR COPY ANY OF MY WORKS. IF YOU SEE SAME PLOT ANYWHERE ELSE, MAKE SURE TO INFORM ME. I DON'T HAVE WRITING ACCOUNTS ON ANY OTHER PLATFORM.* START DATE : 16th June, 2021 END DATE : 16th February, 2023

HEARTLESS LOVE by vmypanda

He craved her submission. To him, she was nothing more than a game to be won- that's what it's said. But but but ..... Witness him cross every line of madness, destroying everything in his path for her. The one who once hated the sight of her now longs to see her, who would burn every existence alive, and ensure that anyone who dares to touch her meets death- he, who would prove his own words a lie. ----- She once longed to sever his head from his neck, to satisfy the burning vengeance inside her- Like everyone else, she saw him as nothing but a monster. But then... Witness her transform into the woman who grows weak for the very one she vowed to hate forever. The woman who sees him in every shadow, in every step she takes. The woman who stands by him, every time, every place, when all others turn away or refuse to believe in him. The woman who sacrifices everything, letting go of all she holds dear, just for him. But will they ever truly grasp the intensity of this feeling, silently planted deep within their souls? ----------------------------------- 🗡 to know join the journey. I bet you'd not regret and get obsessed with this book. HAIL TO - HEARTLESS LOVE !!!

The Druggie on campus ~ Jungkook ff by MollyNH13

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Still Beside You | Jungkook by KooKie_Doll

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"You're really sick you know. I can't imagine someone being as mean and selfish as you, 𝘒𝘪𝘮 𝘐𝘷𝘺." He says, as he finally let go of her. "Only if you had known my viewpoint, 𝘑𝘦𝘰𝘯 𝘑𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘬𝘰𝘰𝘬. Only if you knew." She barely whispers out as she struggles to hold in her tears that threaten to fall. ◔◕◖◗◕◔ Words aren't enough to delineate the hate she receives, yet this self made billionaire walks with her chin up and shoulders braced facing them all with her charms and sass. Until she meets him, whose words strike a chord in her dead heart as it stammers out its first beat in many years, just for him. Intertwine their fates, and spice up their hearts and souls. Changing what the world knows and revealing what they must have known. Viewpoints told, viewpoints untold, viewpoints misunderstood, viewpoints ignored. What does the future hold for them on mixing their past and present? ❝Fuck the stars. Let's write our own fate.❞ -𝓹𝓪𝓻𝓽𝓵𝔂 𝓮𝓭𝓲𝓽𝓮𝓭- Highest Ranking: #5 in angst #24 in fanfiction #33 in bts #78 in army #89 in btsfanfic © kaakoi™ 2020 ᴘʟᴀɢɪᴀʀɪsᴍ ɪs ᴀ ᴄʀɪᴍᴇ.