𝚂𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚢, 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚕𝚢. (Currently editing/re writing)

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What's the meaning of life? Is it happiness? Is it love? Is it waking up and staring at the wall for five minutes? I don't know and I'm the worst person to ask. 

-Sincerely, Lovely.All Rights Reserved

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Have you ever met someone who alters the course of your life? For good or for bad, they've come in, given and taken, and then- BOOM! Your life was never the same. There's always a change, an altering of reality. When you meet those people, the reality that you've known your whole life is suddenly gone and a new one has taken its place. When those moments happen, there's no going back. You can try to return to the way things were but nothing, and I mean nothing, can take you back to exactly how it was. That's what happened to us. I think that's why we're still trying so desperately to get back to some sort of normalcy. Four years later and we're still on the ground, crawling, in search of the happiness that was lost that June. Summers will never be the same. Midnight walks through my neighborhood will never be the same. Field parties with bonfires and loud music will never be the same. I still don't know why you left and what lead you to the decision you made. What I do know is that we're here. We're alive and we're pushing forward to the future. A future that you're not a part of. But in some ways, I'm glad you're not a part of it. I just wish it wasn't like this. *** TRIGGER WARNING*** SA, abuse, suicide, substance abuse, and mental illness. This is a complete story that is much like life; fast, full of surprises, and not always how we want it to be. This has been a project of mine for over three years. It was self-published on Amazon, but after some issues in publication, I decided to just upload it on here. I hope you fall in love with these characters like I have. The friends in this story are trying to make names for themselves, figure out who they are, who they can trust, how to love, and how to separate themselves from a restrictive community. As in any coming of age story, they will experience growing pains... but will they survive them before its too late? PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS.

Life, when you really look at it, is a beautiful thing. The way everything blends together in such perfect harmony, creating a marvelous way of living. It is to be said, though, that life isn't harmonious all the time, and the perfect existence that was before can be tangled so deeply with darkness that it becomes too cloudy to see reality. No, that can't be the truth. No. Of course not.

ι ωαѕ ¢σмρℓєтєℓу нσρєℓєѕѕ ωнєη ιт ¢αмє тσ ѕρєαкιηg тσ тнє σρρσѕιтє ѕєχ... __________________ 𝑫𝑰𝑺𝑪𝑳𝑨𝑰𝑴𝑬𝑹:- 𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝑰𝒔 𝑨 𝑾𝒐𝒓𝒌 𝑶𝒇 𝑭𝒊𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏. 𝑵𝒂𝒎𝒆𝒔, 𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒔, 𝑩𝒖𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔, 𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒔, 𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝑰𝒏𝒄𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒔 𝑨𝒓𝒆 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑶𝒇 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑨𝒖𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒓. 𝑨𝒏𝒚 𝑹𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝑻𝒐 𝑨𝒄𝒕𝒖𝒂𝒍 𝑷𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒔, 𝑳𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑶𝒓 𝑫𝒆𝒂𝒅, 𝑶𝒓 𝑨𝒄𝒕𝒖𝒂𝒍 𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒔 𝑰𝒔 𝑷𝒖𝒓𝒆𝒍𝒚 𝑪𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒂𝒍.

If you could wish for anything in the universe, what would that wish be? Would you risk your life for that wish? Just how far will you go to bring your hopes and dreams to life?

It feels like we are in hell when we are all alone.. When we leave our bestfreinds and start for a new life... When everything seems to be new.... All the unfamiliar faces.... New College.. New teachers... New Routine.. New life... Some people find it special and interesting.. My life was boring until I encountered someone special.. 💜

When a lonely girl crosses paths with the guy that is willing to do anything for her and the universe feels irrevocably changed. ••• The first day of my second year at Cambridge university, and I still haven't made a single friend during my time here. I don't know what that says about me as a person. ••• Her eyes were the first thing I noticed. I thought they looked like eyes that deserved to be painted, every detail captured. They warranted being made immortal and deserved to be showcased at the most famous of museums. All Rights Reserved ®

Journey with me back in time as I rewrite the first Journal I kept from when I was in high school, and see that maybe even with how horrible life is most of the times, there are little things spread throughout that make life worth living. My high school experience was full of drama, tears, laughter, and most of all constant search of love, and approval of the people around me. I can't always get what I want in this world. Life is a beautiful mess. It's not perfect, and filled with a lot of disappointments, and heartbreak. There are moments when it all feels too much, but there's not much we can do other than go with the flow of things.

I'll always remember us | ✔️ by author_jxsmine

growing up and growing apart sometimes people who really love you have to leave you for your own good and it's okay to grow apart holding on to things that hurt isn't a wise choice They broke up in college but now are forced into an arranged marriage Will the sparks fly again or........ ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• Wrong place, wrong time, wrong people, right man Surrounded with unfortunate events, unfortunate people Those slim waists, slim faces, long hair and long nails Those long legs, large hands, fluffy hair and beaded bracelets They don't belong together last days, best times, red hands and playing fights Social priorities, diwali parties, arm wrestling and life stories That's the closure I needed Searching the crows, you stand tall, stand out Walking out of that building with hurt hands and burnt minds scholar badge, scholar board, Council badges and red coats brown pants,white shirts, black shoes and red ties Sprawling crowds, yellow buses, red rickshaws and black cycles ice cream man, Mother Dairy, white vans and red lights Saw you walking on the footpath with rolled up sleeves with few friends I wouldn't wish I would be there I couldn't wish I could be there Could you be specific who do you like? Blinding lights, goodbyes, Friday promises and exam time White walls, black boards, blue desks and A/C nobs Sweet memories scattered in my head Teardrops all over my bed These are the things I'll never forget And that's the price I paid cover credit: pinterest

WITH THINGS WE CAN'T HAVE by MrsMolinaaa

𝐓𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐲-𝐓𝐰𝐨 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐋𝐢𝐥𝐚𝐧'𝐬 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐧𝐞𝐰𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐬 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐠𝐞. 𝐔𝐩𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲, 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐢𝐠𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐮𝐩𝐬𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐧𝐞𝐰𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐧, 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲. 𝐃𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐢𝐱 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧? 𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐨? 𝐅𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰 𝐋𝐢𝐥𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭'𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐫𝐲'𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫 , 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐮𝐩 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫... 𝐃𝐢𝐝 𝐈 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐬𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐨𝐫? ||| "You act all high and mighty towards others but forget your human too. Just like the rest of us.

Love Beyond Emotions! by _Rain_bow_salt_

Everyone might not have a magical love life and for me it was full of hardships. Sometimes life is all about sacrifice but its not that easy when it comes to love. My Love can't be explained it was always a mixture of emotions which leaves me silent in the end. This is my journey to find my love which remains magical for an eternity, my journey to find that person who loves me unconditionally..

Altered

Have you ever met someone who alters the course of your life? For good or for bad, they've come in, given and taken, and then- BOOM! Your life was never the same. There's always a change, an altering of reality. When you meet those people, the reality that you've known your whole life is suddenly gone and a new one has taken its place. When those moments happen, there's no going back. You can try to return to the way things were but nothing, and I mean nothing, can take you back to exactly how it was. That's what happened to us. I think that's why we're still trying so desperately to get back to some sort of normalcy. Four years later and we're still on the ground, crawling, in search of the happiness that was lost that June. Summers will never be the same. Midnight walks through my neighborhood will never be the same. Field parties with bonfires and loud music will never be the same. I still don't know why you left and what lead you to the decision you made. What I do know is that we're here. We're alive and we're pushing forward to the future. A future that you're not a part of. But in some ways, I'm glad you're not a part of it. I just wish it wasn't like this. * TRIGGER WARNING* SA, abuse, suicide, substance abuse, and mental illness. This is a complete story that is much like life; fast, full of surprises, and not always how we want it to be. This has been a project of mine for over three years. It was self-published on Amazon, but after some issues in publication, I decided to just upload it on here. I hope you fall in love with these characters like I have. The friends in this story are trying to make names for themselves, figure out who they are, who they can trust, how to love, and how to separate themselves from a restrictive community. As in any coming of age story, they will experience growing pains... but will they survive them before its too late? PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS.

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