Autumn

This is my very first published story, I truly hope you guys enjoy it , constructive criticism is welcomed, writing is something I do to help cope with my anxiety and depression so no I'm not an expert writer and yes I made mistakes Zac lots of them to be exact, but again I hope you guys can look past them and enjoy the story , thanks in advance 17-year-old Natalia was a social butterfly. She would always bring joy wherever she went, Everyone loved her, her parents doted on her, But all that changed on Natalia's 18th birthday, what was supposed to be an amazing day turned out to be the worst day of her life. 21 year old Kylo was a hopeless romantic, He was ready to find his mate, so he could spoil her with his love, the same love his parents shared, he has been traveling to several different packs since he became Alpha 2 years ago in search of her, He was about to give up when he, found her in the last place he would expect, Can the Helpless romantic save the broken Butterfly.

Okay so this is my first book on this account 2 years ago is when I started writting it on here. UNDER MAJOR EDITING!!!! Rebecca/Alice is a werewolf she's someone she never thought of herself as. She finds out what type of wolf she is and finds her mate only to find out he's in the pack that kidnapped her and to have him reject her(not by her choice.) She goes to a pack to find out that they are her pack that she was born in, they train everyday at the same time in the morning.They find out that the a pack was having rogue problems they go to help them out and they find out that the pack was the one who Alice was running from. What will happen when they see how much she has changed? And what will happen when the alpha (her "fake" mate) sees her with her new pack's alpha, her "second mate" but find out he is her true mate Excerpt: Blake? Seriously? Moon Goddess I know that I'm going to be rejected. I was about to turn around when his door opened and he was coming out of his room shirtless with messy hair. As soon as he saw me, his eyes said it all, His wolf loves my wolf but he doesn't even like me he thinks I'm a nuisance that his parents took in on pity. He slapped me, he ducking slapped me! I was on the floor shaking trying not to rip his head off then this didn't take me by surprise at all "I Blake Peter Romaro reject you, Rebecca Alice McClain." My heart shattered right then and there. I heard of the girls who got rejected, with their self pity and I never want to be that plus if I don't accept I won't be able to handle heat on my own. "I, Rebecca Alice McClain accept, Blake Peter Romaro's rejection and you will regret this dear alpha because you don't know who you just rejected." With that I stood up and walked away but not before smelling a girl in his room, "Figures. Tell her that she can have you." I yell

"Nick, I can't be with you," I said softly. His hand slipped from my face and he scowled. "Why the hell not, I'm willing to give up Taylor for you, I need you Lucy!" he shouted. I flinched and heard him sigh. Nick was an Alpha and when he used his Alpha voice it scared me, it always did even now. "I'm sorry, but yo're my mate, I...I can't do anything without you, the thought of living without you is just too painful to endure, please, give me a chance" he begged. My wolf yipped in excitement and my heart thumped wildly in my chest. Nick wanted us, after all these years. "Nick I-" "Nick baby why are you with this slut?"

"I'm sorry," he began, stepping forward "I couldn't say this over the phone. I couldn't. I just... I was so happy!" Your face fell, you were sitting here, dreading everything you had ever done, and he was happy. "When you told me, my heart stopped, I - I couldn't speak... I love you (Name.) and I couldn't tell you that, without wanting to touch you, to hold you, to make you mine, and just... just look at you." He sighed, his cheeks beet red, your own matching him style. TRIGGER WARNING TRIGGER WARNING PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED, WILL HATE, OR ARE SENSTIVE TO TOPICS INVOLVING DEPRESSION/ANXIETY #2 Dan #10 YOUTUBE

Twelve years ago, he drove away with my heart in his hands. I've moved on since then. Or so I thought. Growing up in a small town, there weren't too many options when it came to friends. But, even in a sea of a million, I'd always choose Jake Jameson. I felt safe with him. Safe with my secrets, my dreams and eventually - my heart. I thought we'd have forever together. That was a long time ago. I thought I'd forgotten those piercing blue eyes and the sound of his laugh. I tried to obliterate the memory of his touch from my mind. But, one single glance, as he stands at my door, twelve years later, and I'm suddenly transported back to a simpler time when love was easy, and my heart was whole. The problem? I'm marrying his best friend.

In the beginning, there was death. The darkness flows from hues of purple and orange, the moon rising to kiss the sun's rays one last time as the darkest cloud of night I've ever seen falls over our tiny haven. I catch Will's face from the side of my vision and my heart tightens slightly. The tick of his jaw wouldn't be noticeable for anyone but me. His best friend, his lifeline. A solemn tear forms in my eye as he wipes his face, another tear falling for the family he lost. I love him. Utterly and desperately so, but, there's nothing I can do about that. The ultimate forbidden fruit, if you will. I reach to comfort him and he doesn't respond. I open my mouth to speak and he looks my way, but the gleam in his dark brown eyes hits the moonlight just right and I fall. My voice escapes my throat and I can't do it. I've tried for years to tell him. 10 years, actually. All this time, I hopelessly remained devoted to a ghost who had given the best of himself to a fiery red-head with a sassy personality and the body of a supermodel. For 10 years, I held to the desperate thought that maybe, just maybe, he'd be someone I could count on. Instead, I watched him marry my best friend, smiled as they welcomed their son. Stood, holding that beautiful boy as his mother was in the first round of executions after the beginning of the Revelation. Helped heal Will's wounds in the aftermath. Cried, clutching the tear-stained shirt of my best friend as his son took his last staggering breath in that first harsh winter. The guilt of my emotions crawl through me. My heart twisting in regret, guilt, desperation, and grief. I loved my best friend. She was so much more than that; she was my family. In this dystopian quick read, join a group of people desperate to recapture their freedom and end a tyrant's reign.

READ "HAVE YOURSELF A MERRY LITTLE CHRISTMAS," "CHRISTMAS IN JULY," AND "UNDERNEATH THE MISTLETOE" BEFORE YOU READ THIS Eleven months. That's how long it's been since Dan and Phil made the decision to give Ellie away to another family rather than adopt her themselves. During those eleven months, everything has fallen apart one after another. Phil is rarely ever home for an extended amount of time, leaving Dan depressed because of it. Along with that, both of them feel heavy regret about giving Ellie away. Not a day goes by where the few memories they made with her race through their minds, not a day goes by where those blonde curls and that bright smile don't haunt their memories, and not a day goes by where they both wish that they could go back in time and make things right. Needless to say, Dan and Phil's marriage is another thing that is in turmoil. Countless verbal fights, disagreements over insignificant things that turned into fights, and even one incident that one nearly struck the other have put quite a strain on their marriage, and every single day, divorce becomes even more imminent. After all, could you even call two people married if they haven't slept in the same bed, hugged, kissed, and even held hands in months? Then, one night, while Phil is yet again not home, Dan decides that he's had enough. Packing up his things and journeying into the London winter cold with the goal of never stopping traveling around until he finds Ellie in order to beg for forgiveness, even though he knows that neither he nor Phil deserve it, and get her back once and for all, the British native only takes a suitcase's worth of stuff and leaves everything else behind, even his wedding ring. However, as Dan is about to find out, sometimes the grass isn't always greener on the other side.

I couldn't ignore the tingles that ignited as he gripped my wrist and held them above my head. I felt the bark of the tree stab into my back as he had me pressed against it. I bit my lip, not from excitement but from fear. He raised his lips up to my ear and growled. "There is nothing between you and I. You don't deserve to become the Luna of my pack, you are weak." He hissed into my ear. I watched as he walked out of the forest. I heard my heart shattering to pieces. If only he knew my past.... _______________________________ Warning: this story contains sexual content, graphic scenes and strong language (not that strong though)