And my breath still smells drunk

He knew it was a terrible decision, but the strobe lights and lack of sleep made the kiss feel like a good decision. And they both knew. They knew it would only last so long.
"I'll see you after the show."

College AU and Band AU that was uncalled for. There are some changes to the canon storyline but near the end of the book, everything gets sorted correctly into canon. To see spoilers of the changes, see end of description. Chapters uploaded every week !

CW (content warning):
• angst (ie anxiety, fights)
• triggering contents (ie Substance usage, hallucinations)
• polyamory and sexuality (BokuAkaKuroKen)
• sexual innuendos and references

Relationships used:
• Bokuto x Akaashi x Kuroo x Kenna
• Tsukkishima x Yamaguchi x Kageyama x Hinata
• Atsumu x Sakusa
• implied oikawa x iwaizumi x sugawara x daichi
other popular ships are not as relevant / mentioned in this

Changes made:
• Oikawa is in MBSY Black Jackals during college
• Iwaizumi is in business
• Semi, Sakusa, Lev and kita are in a band
• Atsumu studies music
everything returns to canon by/near end of fic !