Y/n's average day in school a German school, being a 16 year old in high school is the worst plus she's from Russia, that takes lots of her benefits away. First of all, bully's, family issues, and mental illness. She hid in music and alcohol, and sometimes even self harm. One day out she sees a boy, well 4 to be exact. One in specific caught her eye, tall, white, black hair and makeup.. just her type. Y/n soon finds out the group is a band, dose the mysterious boy soon catch feelings? Dose she get together with him? Many plot twist await...
DISCLAIMER ~ this fanfic does contain various things that could be triggering, such as self harm, suicidal thoughts, attempts, blood, bullying etc. Please be aware of this.
Things in life aren't going so well for you. You find yourself in a position where you just want it all to end. You're abused at home, abused at school, and you don't feel safe anywhere. Although things were that way, Bill Kaulitz, your bully's twin brother, helped you through. But somehow it made it worse, as in it began to make multiple feelings exchange.