Will She Be Like This Forever?
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Lauren Arnold's life changed at 15 years old, when she got signed for Arsenal, having to leave her best friend, Ellie Roebuck, in Sheffield. She worked so incredibly hard and it all payed off on her 17th birthday.
Full of ups, downs, and everything in-between, Loz has found a way to play for her National country and her all time favourite club, meeting many people, and love interests on the way.
Her past is full of troubles and mental health issues, and all she can think of is, will she be like this forever?
Massive TW for this book, will be talked about more in the opening chapter xx
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My name is Blair young I was born in London but I'm from Glasgow and I'm currently 17 years old. My story starts here because although a lot has happened in my life this is where it's gonna start to get better. I can feel it. I've just stepped onto the pitch for my first training session for arsenal. It feels like I'm home for the first time in my life. To get a better understanding of how I got to this point we need to rewind about a year and a half ago when one of the worst things that has ever happened to me set me on this path. But first let me recap my upbringing and then take you on my journey to arsenal.
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