Freed [N.H.]

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“I love you, Jess. Sure things might not be perfect right now, but they will be. One day you’ll accept everything that’s happened. 
And one day, you’ll be freed.”All Rights Reserved

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WARNING: This fanfic may be triggering. He was the one; I didn't realize it till now...till he was gone. My best friend Niall Horan has always been the smiley, laughing, care free kind of guy, but then I noticed something about him. Scars started to appear on his arms, more and more every week. And I noticed that the funny, care free boy I used to know, changed. His smile started to fade, and he did along with it. I did manage to help him, for a while he was clean. But he still wasn't happy. I never asked why he did it; I thought it was too personal. But I always wondered why? Why would he do that to himself? He was so handsome, and funny, I would even say perfect. And it wasn't until now, that I noticed how much I really loved him. I did anything for him, I got anything for him, I just wanted to see my friend happy again. The crazy thing was, he needed me to be there for him, but in reality I needed him to help me. I guess it wasn't enough, because one day everything in my life changed. This is the story of how I lost my best friend and the first boy I've loved. -end of prologue-

A simple walk in the park one day leads Ivy to becoming close friends with Niall Horan, teen heartthrob and member of One Direction. But when Niall finds out what her home situation is like, and she starts living with them, she is keeping more from them then they think. Can she hide behind her lies forever? Or will Niall be too late to save her?

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Dear Niall, I loved you more than anyone or anything ever in my life, despite what you did. and since I couldn't stop my true feelings, I have decided to do this to myself. Horrid, and maybe rational, but I loved you so much, I needed to stop. This was the only way out. Please don't ever think I was a fool or mental, I was just a girl who couldn't handle her own feelings. But... I loved you forever and always. Samantha.

They say the mental house was meant to keep them in. Once they came, they never left. But what if someone did leave? Or even escaped? A beautiful love story between two broken humans wanting a new happy beginning. - Niall Horan fanfic

Hauntingly Beautiful: Niall Horan Fanfiction by fairytalefromthesky

Note: I wrote this without proof-reading it, and I was twelve. Please bear that in mind. Talking to you was surprisingly easy. Even though you won't reply to anything I say, I know you hear me. It's quite comforting actually. I had always loved talking to you, pouring out my thoughts, opinions, everything. Now that you’re gone, I have no idea what to do with myself anymore. It's just that I wish you didn't left me alone, Bailey. I blame myself for every single thing that you went through, if it wasn't for me, you would still be here. But no, I chose to be ignorant. I'm so sorry for that.

(completed) warning: contains self harm/self-loathing "Why do you keep hurting yourself like this?" "Because, Zayn, I deserve it." "Niall, you can't possibly believe that." "Everyone believes it, Zayn. Nobody will ever love me the way Harry loves Louis. The way Liam loves Sophia. The-the way you love P-Perrie." Niall whispered the last part. "I'll love you like that," Zayn whispered softly. * Niall is depressed, suicidal, lonely and mistreated by fans but Zayn is there to help. Book one in Saving Niall series. (Currently editing as of May 29, 2016)

A Hopeless Addiction // Niall Horan by caturdaze

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WARNING: This fanfic may be triggering. He was the one; I didn't realize it till now...till he was gone. My best friend Niall Horan has always been the smiley, laughing, care free kind of guy, but then I noticed something about him. Scars started to appear on his arms, more and more every week. And I noticed that the funny, care free boy I used to know, changed. His smile started to fade, and he did along with it. I did manage to help him, for a while he was clean. But he still wasn't happy. I never asked why he did it; I thought it was too personal. But I always wondered why? Why would he do that to himself? He was so handsome, and funny, I would even say perfect. And it wasn't until now, that I noticed how much I really loved him. I did anything for him, I got anything for him, I just wanted to see my friend happy again. The crazy thing was, he needed me to be there for him, but in reality I needed him to help me. I guess it wasn't enough, because one day everything in my life changed. This is the story of how I lost my best friend and the first boy I've loved. -end of prologue-

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