Bad Habits
lexiwritesurlife
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lexiwritesurlife
Ongoing, First published Sep 03, 2023
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When 18 year old Tara Williams leaves her hometown for college, she knows she has to break up with her boyfriend. Her mental health is affected and forms a habit of pushing people away, until she meets someone who changes that.

TW- abusive themes

Playlist:
•Bad Habit- Steve Lacy
•18- One Direction
•Crush Culture- Conan Gray
•Hits Different- Taylor Swift 
•Making The Bed- Olivia Rodrigo 
•Best Friend- Rex Orange County 
•Radio- Lana Del Ray
•King Of My Heart- Taylor Swift
•Wish You Were Sober- Conan Gray
•Sure Thing- Miguel
•Begin Again- Taylor Swift
•More Than Friends- Aidan Bissett
•You Belong With Me- Taylor Swift

I do my best to update every Fridays but I am human so I'm sorry in advance if I miss a week!
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