This is a huskerdust story!!
Life in hell for a certain gay traumatized spider is somehow even worse than being alive. Between Val, being a porn star, dealing with his addictions, homophobia, and being forced by Charlie to work on himself, life is pretty shit.
But of course there are reasons to keep going. There's fat nuggets his beloved pig, his best friend Cherri Bomb, and well, the fact that you can't die in hell.
When an unexpected factor comes into play, and the death of Vox, Angel has to make the hardest choice of his life.
Trigger warnings: sexual abuse, SA, SH, suicidal topics, homophobia, cursing, substances, abuse (just as a whole), PTSD, death and grief
Read at your own risk.
*Spoiler Warning!* IF YOU HAVEN'T READ LOSERS (THE FIRST BOOK) DO NOT CONTINUE READING THIS DESCRIPTION. GO READ LOSERS ITS ON MY PROFILE, THEN PROCEED.
Also this story contains Drugs, Alcohol, Sex, Violence, and mentions of S/A read at your own risk.
After Husker's death, the Hazbin Hotel crew is mourning exponentially. Angedust won't leave his room. Alastor's is now has to rehire a bartender. Charlie is dealing with her own string of shit we'll dive more into that.
Vaggy is living with yet another secret. She doesn't think Charlie will ever be ready for.
Cherribomb has stayed at the hotel after her classes to keep Angeldust company, she leaves in during the night to go home but she is not comfortable with the thought of Angel being alone all the time but he won't let Charlie see him like this.