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Until It Was

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He was the love of my life. I was in love with Andre for 8 years before he ruined our life. I spent 8 years being the perfect woman to him. 8 years of cooking, cleaning, slaving to him. 8 years of loving him. 8 years I thought were happily in love together. Maybe, for most of the time it was. Maybe, maybe that's why he proposed. He was mine and I was his and everything seemed perfect. Everything was perfect.
 He proposed after 4 years together. I tried planning a wedding with his input, but it was never the right time. He said he proposed when it was the right time, and the wedding will come when its right. He wasn't ready yet. He changed. Slowly, over the next 4 years he changed into the man I did not fall in love with. It was slow at first, changes I didn't really notice until I looked back today. I was in love with Andre Withers, and I thought he was in love with me. Until he wasn't. 
Everything about the past is a blur. The things I can remember are insignificant details. What I do remember, I wish I couldn't.All Rights Reserved

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Feels | Ava and Kyan by deansvlr

★★★ "Tell me what you want," he murmured, his words sending a shiver down my spine. "I want you," I replied, my voice filled with longing. "I want you to fuck me." He chuckled, his eyes meeting mine with a heated gaze that made my heart race. "Come again, baby?" he teased. As his thumb brushed over my bottom lip, parting them slightly, I softened my gaze, giving him a look that I knew would drive him wild. "Fuck me," I said, my voice more commanding this time, the urgency pulsing through every word. "God," he breathed, his voice slightly higher as he hid his face in the crook of my neck, his kisses growing more intense with each passing moment. ★★★ 𝐀𝐕𝐀 ( 𝐍𝐎𝐇 𝐉𝐈𝐇𝐘𝐄) - After her fallout with her best friend, it seemed like her life had taken a turn for the worse. Despite her successful career as a model and background dancer for many successful artists, she was still unhappy. Not only was she dealing life without her best friend by her side, but she was also struggling to cope with a recent and unexplained break-up, which made it difficult for her to move forward. Although her financial situation improved, her mental state definitely went downhill. Until...? 𝐊𝐘𝐀𝐍 -From dancer to fighter. Not only did he have to deal with the love of his life suddenly disappearing to another city, he also threw away his dancing career after falling for a scam involving his whole family. His stubborn mother offered no help, and although he hated to relive his past, he saw no other choice but to return to dancing. The stress was unbearable. Then, when he saw his best friend again, looking down at him with disgust and disappointment - thanks to Alex calling her at the wrong time - he came up with a deal that made him want to punch himself. A deal that not only served to relieve his and her stress but also maybe get the love of his life back. Or perhaps she had always been there? - started: feb 28th 2024 - ended:

ECSTASY by shay_believe

My body was stuck. I wanted to move but I couldn't. He leaned down and our lips crashed together. He made the kiss deeper by adding tongue and picked me up giving my ass a squeeze. Earning a moan from me. He began walking upstairs and went straight to my room throwing me on the bed. "I missed you so fucking much." He said aggressively as he took his clothes off. I started taking mines off as well. He laid over my body kissing me again then breaking it-pressing his forehead to mine looking me in my eyes. I arch my back as he reach down to my soaking pussy and he started stroking my clit. "Always so fucking wet, I fucking love it." He continues to rub his fingers up and down my slit. Sticking a finger inside of me every so often. I moan out against his fingers on my clit. "Fuck this I need to be inside of you." He grunts. A love story about Antonio Russo & Shakayla Janai. Not fully edited! Let me know if I made a mistake somewhere!!! But not to much tho 😚 some of y'all be getting smart in the comments 🙃 I definitely return energy.

Deception (Urban Fiction) by beautifullychy

Warning: Mature audiences only. "I love you," he whispered seductively in my ears sending chills throughout my entire body. I was more than in love with this man. He had my mind going wild with just a single touch of his soft hands against my skin. "I want you," he says as he gently pulls me into his arms and kisses my lips passionately. Making my body want more of the sensational feeling his affection created in my body. I was most definitely sprung and I honestly didn't want this amazing feeling he gave me to ever end. He was phenomenal, and he had all of the attributes I looked for in a man. He was fine as hell, romantic, consistent, loyal, funny, active, and had money. "How can a man be so perfect?" I thought in my head as I looked lustfully into his dark brown eyes. "Or maybe he isn't as perfect as I think?" I questioned myself being opened to the possibility that I was slightly blinded by his perfections. "Or what if he's playing me and he's not who I think he is at all?" I thought jokingly, quickly eliminating that possibility. ****************** Who is this wondrous man? is he as great as he seems? Or are the possibilities endless? Follow Nevaeh Nicole Johnson on her search for happiness. Maybe she's already found it? But you'll have to find out.

The Show Must Go On by brinkofforever

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His Unrequited Lover by The_Gemini_Princess

"I don't fucking care about what they said. Do you understand me? You were mine before and you're mine now, Angel," His thrusts became brutal as I struggled to keep myself balanced on the bed beneath us. My moans slipped into the pillow that was holding me in place to muffle my screams. He laughed, knowing that I was close to breaking from pleasure. His pleasure. "Fuck you, after what you did, I will never be yours again," I promised, turning to face him with heavy eyelids His grip was so tight on my waist that I was sure I'd have purple bruises by morning. He flipped me over and before I could catch my breath he wrapped his hand around my throat tightly. The look in his eyes was dark and sinister as his other hand lifted my legs over his shoulders making my eyes widen. He snapped his hips forward slamming into me without a warning. A scream tore through me as my eyes lulled to the back of my head. Chuckling, his lips connected to my ear and sucked on it softly earning another groan from me. "Careful with your words Angel, I'm not the same soft guy like I was back then," ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ After six years of no communication between Angela and Carter, the two finally meet again at Angela's parents' annual gala in New Jersey. Expect this time, they are announced to marry each other on the behalf of Angela's parents. The marriage was supposed to spark a newfound love between the couple but it only sparked an undeniable tension and unrecognizable flame as they realized that their pasts held more secrets and pain than they imagined. Granted the wish he asked for, Carter makes it his mission to do whatever it takes to win his Angel back. Given the opportunity she never wanted, Angela makes it her mission to ruin Carter's life like he ruined hers. After all, for the last six years she believed that she would always be his unrequited lover.

If Only by user75719788

Madelyn One single night changed my life forever. Everything I once knew and loved disappeared in less then 10 minutes. I guess you could say I pretty much gave up on my life after that night. All the hopes and dreams I once had completely disappeared. I wanted literally nothing to do with ANYTHING. That was until I met Cruz Harrison. He changed it all. He gave me a reason to want to wake up in the mornings again. He quickly became the only thing I cared about. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him despite what everyone in town said about him. If only it was that simple. Cruz I've been coasting through life with a 0 fucks given attitude for as long as I can remember. I would say my mom dying was the trigger for my bad behaviour but that's bull shit. I've been fucking up my life for much longer then that. I can't tell you what made me want to get clean; but I think a subconscious part of my brain knew that she was coming. It knew I needed to prepare myself for her. She changed everything for me. In the shortest amount of time she made me realize I was so much more than what the people in our city said about me. I would have the world if I had her by my side... if only it was that fucking simple.

Ruthless Empire | A Dark Adult Romance by Aura_Jayne

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Shattered Chains by DarkDesigner

"I am sorry. I thought it would lessen your headache without medicine. Too many medicines are dangerous, and you eat too many. I am sorry. Please don't hit me! I won't repeat it. I am sorry." Amira just spoke without waiting, closing her eyes. "You regret helping me out or helping me out while I was sober?" She looked at Ali shocked, whose stern gaze was at her face. "I... I do not re... regret!" She stammered, feeling uneasy. He took an envelope and passed it to her. "Sign it and give it to me. I will submit it." Amira looked shocked at him. ─── ⋅ ∙ ∘ ☽ ༓ ☾ ∘ ⋅ ⋅ ─── A smile covered her lips while her heart was in a different situation. Another book reached its happily ever after. And then there's her, waiting for the phase of pain to end, where things start turning just right. 𝐀𝐦𝐢𝐫𝐚 𝐀𝐟𝐳𝐚𝐥 - Not perfect but beautiful. An introvert book lover, surrounded by silence and pain in the name of humans. ─── ⋅ ∙ ∘ ☽ ༓ ☾ ∘ ⋅ ⋅ ─── You may shut your lips tight and smile to hide what your heart wants to say, but your eyes don't fail to convey your words! 𝐀𝐥𝐢 𝐀𝐤𝐡𝐭𝐚𝐫 - Forced into a marriage he did not desire. Perfection with bad habits, he should be avoiding. Being the youngest son, he's pampered a lot.

Too Good to be Bad 2 | Negan | by _Violent_Delights_

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Selling Myself to the Devil by LoraWhite6

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