Unforgettable Memories

Unforgettable Memories

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Growing up, I never felt loved by the people that I wanted to feel loved by. They say a house should be your safe place, but it suffocates me. A home with no love, a home of chaos and agony. I only found peace outside with beautiful scenery. What's the feeling of being happy? I don't know because I never felt it for a long time. Not until he entered my life. I'm not easy to get along with, I don't know how. All I knew was that it would break my heart to connect with people, which is why, as long as it's early, I should stay away from it. It was shocking how everything turned upside down. His always there supporting me. I am overwhelmed by this kind of feeling, to the point where I get used to it, and that's my mistake. A life of sadness turns bright, like a star shining in the sky, hoping this will last for a long time. But life is full of surprises. They say that after you feel happy, sadness will replace it. Then, if that's the case, I don't want to be happy anymore. The time I needed to let you go, the time we turned our backs to take our own journeys in life, the time I learned from you, the time I felt loved and important, it's all because of you. Never Imagine the events of the story with you will be this painful but worthwhile, thinking maybe that is for the best, for us to see the real light of the day at the right time. Everyone has their own kind of story, from beginning to end. The story of us, from the day I first saw you, is a memory that will never be forgotten.
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What we have is just now. As long as she loves me. As long as she wants to be with me. As long as there is 'we'. I love her! But the rainbow is not just a blend of vibrant and bright colors. It doesn't even stay for a long period of time-- just enough for us to see and in a fleet of time is gone, leaving us wondering if it's real. A rainbow doesn't have black and white. It wasn't just like that. Same as love. Same as us. There were times that i want to give her up. Not because my love did fade, rather, my love is too much. Too much that letting her go is the only option left for her to choose me without hesitation, without guilt, freed of lies. I want her to grow, to weigh things as it is. I want her to make me feel that being with me is her choice. I want her to realize that i am hers and that she have to surrender herself to me as well. I want her to love me because that is the way she feels and not because it was the safest way. Being with her is paradise. It was a mixture of colored pastel. It was too vibrant to explain. But at a sudden twist of downs and ups, we are shaking. Loving her has become my weakness. The weakening thought of losing her when I fuck up is too much to run me insane. I'm overreacting perhaps. But being with her, means walking in a narrow-road of heaven. There's no security, no assurance. One wrong move, and I'll be slipping away. Just in the never ending pain of darkness, of solitude, of self-struggle. Loving her has become my addiction. I couldn't get enough of it. But so they say, what's too much can cause harm. Maybe I'm loving her too much that she finds it hard to breathe when i'm around. But yes, it is just a wishful thinking; things that I'll surely not going to say to her because i will never ever earn the courage to say so. We are just nothing but a 'fateful coincidence.'

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