2015 my first breakfast taught me that you can be loved and still cheated on
2018 2nd breakfast taught me that girls can disgrace you at anytime I was broke by then money was the issuer
2020 client started paying, providing every basic needs for babe but that breakfast taught me nothing in this world can satisfy a woman and never beg a woman to love you if you want to be respected or else you will hear words that your mum can't say them to you " my foolishness be your sense"
2021 I fell for one hook up girl the girl was very caring I adviced her, she quit that shit started a new life cleansed her physically and spiritually but that Jezebel did worse
In 2022 I found love but realized she is hiding stuffs from me God being soo good the truth came out but I decided not to let her go. In September 5 2023 she made fun of how she put me in pains and she said I always take things serious that's why I am in pains all the time
Did I loved foolishly or i didn't find the right person???
All the person that i used to love, just made me believe that Love can't make your world go round. You'll witness chapters of my life. How to find love. How to hold love. And how to let go of love.
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I met Hayden on one of our school activity. We dated and love each other so much. But he left for Australia to continue his college. I broke up with him because i don't want to be in a long distance relationship.We promised to each other that we'll be making each others life. After few years, i fall in love with Michael. His been the rock and my strength that time. I forced myself to move on about Hayden. Until Hayden came back.
"I want you back Tiff." Hayden softly said. I froze and started to dig the thoughts on my mind. I still want him and love him, but i have Michael now.
My past that made my life complete or my present that became my rock through the down times?
If i let him in my life again, will he stay for me? will he never leave me?