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Tw eating disorder , mentions of sh 
still in development. open to constructive criticism. this is a unedited part only posting for notes. so feel free to comment :)   

Eloise is a quite girl who love to write. She keeps to herself and that's how she likes it. but there's one thing most people don't know about her. She lives a pretty dark life. She struggles at home with her parents . on top of that she's been dealing with anorexia for quite some time. This is her journey through recovery, relapse and rocky relationshipsAll Rights Reserved

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