torn: laying it all on the table
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MatureComplete Sat, Nov 4, 202316m
Seems like I've become very exceptional at confession. I said goodbye to WATTPAD after one of my most personal journals was banned and deleted and it drove me further into a world of madness where my therapy (my writings) no longer existed. Here I am again, humbled and asking from the depths of my soul to be heard out. Please don't ban this tome of mine, as my writings are extensions of who I truly am. Please receive me with an open mind, and please respect the people I speak of within this tome. I take full responsibility for my life and all I ask is kindness. Thank you.
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