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Thoughts of a Twenty-Two year-old

apples_and_cinnamon

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apples_and_cinnamon

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I wish I wrote the way I thought
Obsessively
Incessantly
With maddening hunger
I'd write to the point of suffocation
I'd write myself into nervous breakdowns
Manuscripts spiralling out like tentacles into abysmal nothing
And I'd write about you
A lot more
Than I should

- Benedict SmithAll Rights Reserved

comingofage growingup mind progress random student thoughtdump thoughts thoughtsandfeelings twenties twenty-two university youngadult

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