Visitor's Book
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Ongoing10m
Last published Thu, Sep 21, 2023
"When I'm alone, my brain talks. My mouth doesn't move, I listen with my eyes. My ears don't hear, I can't think staright. I don't move my hands, can't feel my body, a parasite lives in my brain that gnaws out of it. When I'm alone, it turns off my light. I look at the wall and watch the shapes. It's like Fight Club, you can't talk much about. Sometimes I call myself crazy, but I actually know. The parasite in my brain is me, I can't get rid of. "
-The story of the emotional world of a 17-year-old girl who begins to realise her own existence, coming to life in her brain, which she uses as a diary from adolescence to young adulthood.
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