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What is it like to live in a world where bombs and gun shots are the first things you wake up to in the morning? What is it like to live in a world where birds are afraid to sing us a tune knowing we will kill every single positive vibe they have to offer? What is it like to never celebrate a proper wedding without bombing on us and killing half of the guests?
I bet a lot of people wonder what’s it like to live in a snow globe, with no snow or glitter but instead we get to watch our loved ones suffer and die every day, we don’t get to watch a tree grow peacefully, we get to watch it die slowly and witness our tears and sorrow
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