Please take me back to the day we met (newtmas)

Newt always loved Thomas but he never had the courage to say it. But Newt wants to tell him. In his letter.

This story happens at the end/half of the death cure so there are going to be spoilers. It is an alternative ending but it could be possible that you (and I) cry.

It's my first English fanfiction so please don't judge me if my English isn't that good.