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Eccedentesiast:The Pain Untold [ On-Going ]
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Last published Thu, Nov 2, 2023
Research identifies "eccedentesiasts" as individuals who wear a fake smile, referring to the surface of their appearance, concealing the true nature of their actions.
Amara Eunice is full of positivity, despite how bad her life has been. She always has that smile on her face; nobody knows that behind those smiles are broken hearts and suffering from her own family. She always believes that everything has a purpose. Every wound can be cured. Because if there's pain, there's always gain. If she could only heal all the people suffering around her, she'd do it without hesitation.
"We are born to live," she always believes. Kahit alam niyang bilang na lang ang oras na natitira para sa kanya. She still wants to live her life to the fullest. But who knows that behind her every smile are tears, and behind that happiness is loneliness?
Are you ready to know her pain that remains untold?
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