HIM or I

He is everything I hoped for in a partner. It's amazing how perfect he is, a good human being, a good friend, a good lover, a good husband, but there's just one problem... the timing. Am I doing injustice to him? do i deserve him? Am I killing his happiness? I don't know! My mind is racing with thoughts of our future... maybe the reason behind all this is the situations in which we got married.