Honestly the only thing I'm holding on to right now. Ummm... Not sure what the hell I'm doing. This is just coming together as I go. I have someone I dearly love and care about.. Oh and they're mine too sooo this is one way I can get the way I feel about them out in words. Sorry for any confusion. They/Them are their preferred pronouns. I NEEDED to fix it. I'm a shit writer and I fucked up so I never got to finish this. Sorry.