Disasters
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Ongoing21m
Last published Thu, Sep 28, 2023
I didn't think it could get worse from there. Oh was I so fucking wrong. What the hell is my life and how the hell did I go wrong. I mean I can name quite a few fuck ups.
Do they deserve this bullshit? Not really in my eyes. Yet here we are. I should just say fuck it.
Nothing matters. Not myself. Nothing. Except them. That's all that matters anymore.
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